outoforders Aeonity Blog

fobs

Fri, 17 Mar 2006 01:57:48 -0600

i cant focus. finals week is coming up, and i cant even try to study. ugh this is such a bummer and i need to study. its midnight, get some sleep. so many things on my mind but can't really put to words. exept for the fact that i'm getting really broke. ughhhhh.... Read More

i am such a party pooper

Mon, 06 Mar 2006 03:58:40 -0600

okay you know you're a loser when you had a shitty weekend and a very uneventful one at that when you know you're by yourself, and people invite you to do things, and you still want to be alone. but that was okay, it was nice to be able to reevaluate myself by myself. man i'm hungry. i want to be like a star and just not eat. watching the oscars... Read More

a sag curse

Mon, 27 Feb 2006 04:25:05 -0600

i am constantly craving attention i'm obsessed with becoming a better self except i know i'll never be happy ... Read More

i am not happy

Wed, 15 Feb 2006 04:53:51 -0600

i want to be happy. what's making me like this! AHH IM SOO FRUSTRATED WITH LOVE... Read More

happy valentines day

Tue, 14 Feb 2006 20:04:41 -0600

yeah so here i am sitting at the library on what's supposed to be love day. i have someone on this day, but for some reason i feel almost alone as ever. and i don't really know why. i have someone, i should be happy. i should be happy he's there, he's forgiving, he's kind, but it's not that. there's something missing. and that missing something is ... Read More

another day in the life of me

Sat, 28 Jan 2006 04:17:31 -0600

today was a rather long day. good though. sometimes i really feel alone, i think it's my period. mel was telling me about how he talks about love alot in his section. and i'm not really surprised. i just can't believe how stupid i was when i totally fell for it, telling me what a mistake he made. so oblivious to all the things he did to push me... Read More

huh.

Thu, 19 Jan 2006 06:10:38 -0600

my phone broke do i love my boyfriend? ... Read More

another day

Wed, 18 Jan 2006 03:24:15 -0600

today marks another uneventful day in my life. blah, i just want seomthing new to happen to me to make me excited about life. i need a boyfriend here. i'm tired of not having one here and it just sucks. or maybe i now know that i can possibly have one here so it makes me rethink having a long distance one in general. is it really worth the distance... Read More

an update

Tue, 17 Jan 2006 04:50:33 -0600

so i'm really happy with him now. i don't know what it is, ireally think it was break, because i'm in love with him. he makes me happy, and that's what i deserve. other than that, school's started again and i'm not too stoked about that. esp when i see HIM 3x a week bugging the shit out of me, i hate him i really do. its one of those hatesyou kn... Read More

man

Sat, 24 Dec 2005 05:50:18 -0600

we're doing really well. and i'm happy. gee oh my.... Read More