outoforder's Blog

so unrelentingly lazy
Date: Oct 31st, 2005 11:17:44 pm - Subscribe
Mood: deflated


i need to get to work. the thing is, i really don't want to. i'm so unmotivated it makes me disgustingly sick of myself. i need to get on top of things and i know i should, but i let myself do this and i suck ass. i'm not being harsh because i'm not doing too great in my classes and i'm going to fail if i don't decide to stop being so fucking lazy with everything.

on the bright side, there really isn't a bright side. the boyfriend is good, i'm falling for him. halloween sucks on a monday, but i had my share of fun this weekend. i'm stressingout from school and breaking out. i'm tired all the time. i'm lazy all the time. i need motivation.

i need inspiration. damnit where do i find that shit.

yeah. that's it. i typed lazy 3 times.
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