wow.
Date: Oct 17th, 2005 6:09:30 am - Subscribe
Mood: upset


 i don't think i'll ever be content with myself, really.

let's see, i've been on a diet for as long as i can remember.

i want to be skinny.
i want to be pretty.

most importantly, i kinda just want to be happy.

like genuinely happy, not that bullshit "it's a sunny day i'm happy" i pull off sometimes.

i know, i'm a goddamn mess.
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anonymous - October 17th, 2005
No, you can be happy when you learn to accept who you REALLY are.
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perfect110 - October 17th, 2005
if you wait till the world is perfect to be happy- you will never be happy... i think to be happy you just have to get over your problems and see that there is more to life- sadly, i'm still trying to get there too... and don't be jealous about 0 cals- anorexia is nothing to be jealous of.. by any means. perfect~
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long_gone - October 17th, 2005
Everyone has something they dont like about themselves..believe me I to have a list. And I can say that I am not usually happy but the times I am are the times when I just forget all that junk and just be... I know easier said than done...but it can be done...good luck.

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