| i finally gave into the pressure. i smoked the joint. i liked it. i'll do it again. i no its not an excuse for what happend, theres never going to be an excuse for what happend or what was said, but one of these days you'll understand just how much i love you, and how much truth was in what i said that night. |
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the beliefs of a person who has the personality diroder " histrionic": -I am an interesting, exciting person. -In order to be happy I need other people to pay attention to me. -Unless I entertain or impress people, I am nothing. -If I don't keep others engaged with me, they won't like me. -The way to get what I want is to dazzle or amuse people. -If people don't respond very positively to me, they are rotten. -It is awful for people to ignore me. -I should be the center of attention. -I don't have to bother to think things throughâ€"I can go by my "gut" feeling. -If I entertain people, they will not notice my weaknesses. -I cannot tolerate boredom. -If I feel like doing something, I should go ahead and do it. -People will pay attention only if I act in extreme ways. -Feelings and intuition are much more important that rational thinking and planning i guess i no whts wrong with me now. |