Your so gay... and you don't even like boys!!!
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Author: long_gone
Mood: Excited/Nervous
So what's new you ask... life! I have a job at Subway, yes I am a slave of the corporate machine. Oh well, it pays the bills and I love my boss. Boss = my friend Rachel who is hands down the coolest boss ever. I work random hours though usually I close, and I get to eat Subway which as far as fast food goes, doesn't suck to heinously. Tomorrow is my birthday, WOOT! I guess. I don't know if I'm half as excited as everyone else seems to be but it does make me feel loved that they care so much. Presently tally at the moment...one... one totally awesome one! I got a book from my friend/ neighbors boyfriend Joe. Ok, so those of you who don't get why that's awesome... firstly I love books... secondly I don't have to by it now... thirdly it's the fourth book to a series I have read the rest of by one of my favorite authors... and fourth...ly?... I TOTALLY WANTED IT BAD!!! I squealed like a girl when I saw it. Later today I am supposed to go see my family for birthday celebrations, which is sweet because I get to see my mom and my brother who I miss more than any... anywhere. And I also hope to get more nifty presents and get to do some fun stuff with my family. I hope... they have a tendency to be... hypocritical and judgmental... but when they get that way I hide in my little circle with my mom and bro and step dad and take solace in the fact that there are still open minded people out there somewhere. Well, I think this is already longer than I intended so I will stop rambling... oh, wait... here is a pic of my new tattoo right after it was finished... I love it!!!!
And here is a video for the song this entries named after... you should watch it, it's funny as hell!
Lol, love you guys!!! Bye!
Comments: 17
Send me right back from where i came
Apr 12th, 2008 6:32:40 am - Subscribe
Author: marlene
Mood: ...
: Spoon
So I've moved in with a friend from work, its going quite well. She keeps trying to set me up with men though, which is kinda weird.
Got my own xbox finally, some sweet games on it. I'm an addict of GH3 ...
My GT is Sensarity if anyone else is an xbox nerd like me, add it.
anyway, I cant sleep, been too busy rearranging my room, got it done for the most part, having trouble finding a good tv to invest in. Bought one second hand, but found out you cant get to the input without a remote (which it didnt come with) so I can't even use it for gaming.
Oh Well.
Lifes good none the less, I think
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tenderly kissed
Mar 29th, 2008 1:57:07 am - Subscribe
Author: marlene
Mood: meh
: grandaddy - miner at the dial-a-view
Ever have those days you feel so undesirable and uninteresting and have convinced yourself you are the most boring person on earth? Welcome to my every day life.
I think lately I've done well at convincing myself otherwise though. I have a girl thats interested in me, unfortunately we both suck at organizing schedules and being the man. My roommate said I was the coolest girl he has ever met with the best sense of humor (blush) and I got a review at work worthy of a twenty cent raise and praise from the boss. Life was going great, till my roommates started asking stuff from me I don't know I can give.
I need to talk to my mom.
The best part of my day though was this;
I thought it only appropriate to have a travel mug that best describes me in some way, since I work at a coffee shop.
I'm way too excited about it.
Kinda pathetic? Maybe not ...atleast before I took a picture of it ...and posted it ...
-marlene
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its easy
Mar 28th, 2008 2:06:00 am - Subscribe
Author: marlene
Mood: irked
: grandaddy - revolution cover
i'm so tired of myself, my sad, over emotional emo self. i hate being mad at someone, so furious about something so ridiculous, yet they don't see the problem, then when youre finally able to say how fucking pissed you are, you act like a bimbo just to keep the peace as if everything is ok.
well everything isn't ok
and i need to run away, run back home. i dont know if i want pity, or if i want to leave just so a year or two down the line, theyll have regrets. i dont even know if he'd miss me if i was gone. maybe thats what i want to find out.
dont even listen to me, i just want to whine to someone who isnt myself for a change.
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Paranoid Android
Mar 20th, 2008 2:39:39 am - Subscribe
Author: marlene
Mood: super
: Radiohead
Lifes been pretty great, met up with my lady friend and we watched some tv together. She asked to take me out to dinner sometime so as much as I hate to admit it, it might be my first actual date.
Hopefully it goes well.
I'm so addicted to Daria.
Lifes been boring, no work tomorrow, don't know what I'll do, but it should hopefully be fun.
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I spent the summer wasting
Mar 17th, 2008 3:20:02 am - Subscribe
Author: marlene
Mood: queasy
: Belle and Sebastian - A Summer Wasting
I wanna start writing like I used to, idea after idea of amazing fictional work of a dream world I could only wish I was in. I wish i didnt lack the inspiration.
Where is my happiness. I think I'm happier alone even if I'm more lonely. F*k relationships and commitment, I live for me.
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i might drift forever more
Mar 16th, 2008 1:02:33 pm - Subscribe
Author: marlene
Mood: undescribable
: Grandaddy - Guide Down Tonight
i'd sure like to come asore sometime.
Got an email from my mom. Brother OD'd again. Looks like the fool isn't gonna make a comeback this time. I wish this wasn't so fucked. She said she wanted me home and shes in the darkest part of her life ever. Why am I such an asshole for staying here? Why can't I leave my "perfect" happy life here to go stay with my famiy.
I guess I'm scared.
I'll be going for the funeral.
What a day to get called in to work. Why couldn't I read this email first before I made the call.
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lately, you're all i need
Mar 16th, 2008 5:15:35 am - Subscribe
Author: marlene
Mood: spastic
things have been strange. theres this girl im really interested in but im too stupid or insecure or something to go after it with as much enthusiasm as i know i have buried somewhere deep inside. shes great.
shes also got me addicted to this show. The L Word.
its further convinced me how big a lesbian i am and have been for longer than i should admit.
my roommate has been trying to get me to go back to being 'straight' for him but i cant keep lying to myself. i hate hurting him every time he asks me, but ever since ive come out to him things have been so awkward.
so aside from the l word and working, ive been entertaining myself with many episodes of daria, family guy and robot chicken. Of course much devil may cry 4 and halo 3 on the side.
i just bough The Darkness on ps3 and im quite excited to play it.
thus concludes another boring entry to my more than bland blog. but this is for me so ill do what i want =) i have more l word to be watched.
much love whoever made it this far, you're amazing~
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it's looking even better over your cold shoulder.
Mar 5th, 2008 1:06:32 pm - Subscribe
Author: marlene
Mood: loving
: The Dresden Dolls - Good Day
I really don't want to work today.
Just wanna stay home, play videogames, chill on the computer.
Don't you hate wasting money and getting ripped off? Its such a piss off.
My new laptop is awesome, despite a few vista flaws, Ive figured most of it out. I got the last one in the store so unfortunately it was the one they kept in the display and everythings named STORE and shit.
I'm kinda annoyed, it said at the store and on the pc "250GB" it has two harddrives that add up to 222GB and like ...20 GBs are takin up by vista saving things i can't delete without permission.
I dunno, its weird.
Sorry I'm so boring today. Lemme think of something a little more interesting.
My work fired someone off the midnight shifts and they asked me to take over them 11-7this week. I only agreed to 1 for thursday and friday, so hopefully it wont be too horrible. Im just worried theyll ask me to keep doing it next week, then the week after. I think I made it clear only this week though. I hated midnights, I don't even get paid extra by the hour like I should.
That girl I liked, I don't know whats up with her, we stopped talking and aren't hanging out. It was unfortunate, I liked her. =(
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new laptop
Mar 3rd, 2008 4:48:42 pm - Subscribe
Author: marlene
Mood: happy
new computer, im so happy =D
Comments: 1