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so sometimes im up sometimes im down i dont really know what to think anymore... tonight i floated on a bubble .. im trying to be more outgoing.. im trying to be diffrent ,cuz im not sure who i am. and now i need to stop thinking and just do. everyone talked to me tonight we talked about life it was nice.. i loved it. i like the people where i work just not sure i ever wanna be like them its confusing -arrie |
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i think we could work out and i might be willing to try i feel awful tonight and stupid im changeing mmy direction and going with the flow and not care about any boys if u care we will work out and thats all that matters or should matter to me i love u all -ariel |
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im a big ball of energy negative energy in fact i had a good day i went shopping i go to school tommrow im frustrated and hurt always you're living in you little box you think ya get it figured out you think you know what it's about well guess what you don't get it you treat me like a little girl never let me in your world tell me what is on your mind well that's right you've gonna have to stop this acting like you're not sure ya gotta let me know shit cause i've seen it all before and it's getting late so step up to the plate so i'm sick and tired of waiting for you to make your mind up wind me up and watch me go step up to the plate cause i'm trying to tell you straight that i'm tired of waitin for you to give a little more of yourself ilike that song but its not all the way true i need to start giving to but i cant fuck |
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i need to stop trying to think to much i had pizza today and first day of classes jury duty tommrow oh sucks i calmed down i called i dont think it helped. i miss things, that i never even had i want some caffine havvent had diet cherry pop in a long while fuck. withdrawl -arrie |