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paperdoll "you gave me cold glass love.... - Subscribe
...youve got teeth of biteing and youve bore a hole in me"

wow i have not updated in a very long time

i know why... for awhile now ive been slowly loseing myself and now i have a whole bunch of shit to deal with

school well lets just say im gonna have to scramble to fix everything

but im still not sure im up to that

todays been a day of listning to any girl that motivates me for well anything ... ive cried alot.

although i knew this was gonna happen i didnt know it would be so fast or so painfull

ive lost alot

and i still dont know what i want out of life

and to well make this all ironic last night this is what my fortune cookie said ... "You are an angel. Beware of those who collect feathers"

well not to sound depressing but guess what this is the SECOUND time ive had that one.. fuck

i should get up im gross and yet motivation not there but hey oh well time to get up

have a list to do today. and im gonna get through it all.

-ariel

"gentlest star and sweetest sound
something you run back and forth when house burns down
alone
alone dosnt feel so cold
alone dosnt feel so cold
cuz your arms
your arms dosnt feel that warm
so come back and take me home"
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what im humming to: Trespassers Williams- Alone

paperdoll now its done Mar 8th, 2006 2:20:04 am - Subscribe
so of course the fortune cookie was right

the guy i was kinda with cheated on me

and im pretty sure it was the day after we did things which is gross

and he took alot of my first

and i heard from someone else

oh yeah and he still hasnt fucking fessed up to my face

at that im haveing a fucking beautful fucking day

-arrie
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Mood: horrible
what im humming to: Straylight Run- Now Its Done

paperdoll another day Mar 10th, 2006 1:10:20 am - Subscribe
so still really sad BUT...

dealing

i keep haveing this pesky memorys about things when it was ok or well before i knew it wasnt ok

and it sucks

but went bowling with jenny today and caribou MAJOR FUN.

got hit on .. weird .. liked it wanted to BUT i know i shouldnt cuz still breakable

and i keep haveing flashback memorys

but i think life will be ok
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Mood: foxy
what im humming to: Panic! At The Disco-lyeing is the most fun a girl can have without takeing her clothes off