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i have a salsa taste in my mouth but also a funky fresh taste.. spent the early night making salsas with my daddy... i like fresh salsa.. but damn there hot.. work was ok... i had another accident with the frosty mix but what else is new.. all i ever feel like doing lately is eating.. its really quiet pathtic.. thats y i need to swim again.. not for other reasons.. damnit thats OVER! unlike people think. im still quite happy from french movie last night it was wonderful.. and guess what maybe i learned french? unlikely but still... maybe i could learn french.. i could watch buffy in french without subtitles since hell i have most of hte episodes memorized.. im a nerd... quiz 1.in the episode School Hard whos the bad guy? (hint... the sexiest bad guy around). lol ok im dones ... -arrie |
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i havent updated in a while.. havent been in the mood. cept i think the weather got me. its so ishy and rainy.. but theres something about being a passenger in a warm car well its rainy thats rather comforting.. speacially when listning to the relaxing tones of racheal yamagata.. ive been anything but relaxed lately.. so was a nice change. yesterday i almost blacked out in bio class.. blacking out for me isnt uncommmon but have never started to when i was sitting down. it was so embaressing. and im not sure ill have any friends anymore in that class. damn body of mine. so after a little argument i went down to the y and left a message for chad making sure i can still join the y since still not sure i can.. and also sometimes shakey if i want to.. even my mom thinks its moving backwords.. i dont know probly.. but ive felt so lost lately and when i walked in there it was so familiar.. very very familar. and i hadnt even gone into the really familar parts yet. i wonder if what i need is familar or unfamilar. im so confused. theres a boy in my digi photo class.. he is cute... and nice as hell. and helped me today.. i think i like him, even though i do not not know his name. i hate to addmit but he reminded me of him.. and he is my new project, because i think i wanna know him better.. although next tuesday i must promise myself to look better then i did today, today was crap. i didnt care like usual.. -arrie |
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i feel off again today.. but thats ok i suppose.. i did again nothing. and noone has called me with the answers.. and yet the rain keeps falling in its cold way. sometimes i wish i knew who i was... "flirting with disaster.. think i found my destiny" "hold me close dont let me be.." "deep inside ive been falling apart" blondfire lyrics... i like them even if i only put spartic ones in. am going to sleep since have a headache.. |
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so i feel a little more accoplished then i did before.. i mean im caught up in photo.. i have english to do but i have untell 1 to do that i dont have anything to do tommrow.. thats a little depressing. i work all weekend a yippie skippy shippy. .also have all my winter clothes back. nothing much to say.. other then... hell i dunno -arrie |
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i had another good friday.. me jes and dustin went to taste of sigon then corpse bride which was interesting but good. im in ot quiet music again i feel like being soothed what do fortunes mean..i got one tonight that said "your an angel, but be carefull of hunters who collect your feathers" or something like that.. im tired.. -arrie p.s. i still hate college comp. all have a nice night Kill Lyrics by jimmy eat world Well, you're just across the street Looks a mile to my feet I want to go to you Funny how I'm nervous still I've always been the easy kill I guess I always will Could it be that everything goes 'round by chance? (chance?) Or only one way that it was always meant to be (be) You kill me, you always know the perfect thing to say (hey hey, hey hey) I know what I should do, but I just can't walk away I can picture your face well From the bar in my hotel I wish I'd go to you I pick up put down the phone Like your favorite Heatmeiser song goes It's just like being alone Oh God, please don't tell me this has been in vain (vain) I need answers for what all the waiting I've done means (means) You kill me, you've got some nerve, but can't face your mistakes (hey hey, hey hey) I know what I should do, but I just can't turn away So go on love Leave while there's still hope for escape Got to take what you can these days There's so much ahead So much regret I know what you want to say (Know what you want to say) I know it but can't help feeling differently I loved you, and I should have said it But tell me just what has it ever meant I can't help it baby, this is who I am (am) Sorry, but I can't just go turn off how I feel (feel) You kill me, you build me up, but just to watch me break (hey hey, hey hey) I know what I should do, but I just can't walk away |