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| bitchs and whores |
May 28th, 2006 3:48:22 am - Subscribe |
| idont understanf why girls wanna fuck with me itsucks and i feel uncomfortable with this situatino pause to think ithink i need sleep i also know everythings fine and me manda angelia and kaylen had a lovely dinner and then me sarah manda brita went to chill at my boyfriends house night ariel |
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| Mood: quirky |
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| miss u |
May 27th, 2006 2:53:41 am - Subscribe |
| work was ok and ... I MISS YOU TIMES A HUNDRED manda and anna over and we chilled at my house -ariel |
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| Mood: clumsy |
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| never enough |
May 25th, 2006 5:04:24 pm - Subscribe |
| ugh it feels like i only write in here when im sad i will try harder to write when happy. i hate fighting with my mom about things i was gonna do after lunch anyways i hate crying. i hate feeling bad cuz half of the bad things she said about me might be a little true. i hate sounding like im gonna cry on the phone when its not anything about the person im on the phone with. i hate me. stargate was ok last night, a bit boreing in need of boys. danceing on stage was ok only parts got awkward. im gonna go clean some more and try not to cry ariel |
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| Mood: pathetic what im humming to Hawthorne heights- Silver bullet |
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| hurt me again |
May 18th, 2006 6:15:50 pm - Subscribe |
| im kinda depressed its like sometimes i dont feel like u give one little shit for me and to find out u wanted to go drinking with someone who proablly didnt wanna that much and thats why u treated me like jack shit? cuz really thats not fair. i cant help it i cant go to bars... sometimes i feel like its all for nothing and it is i think if u dont call me by monday... i think i cant go on cuz i will be noones secound best EVER and its hurts to think that we could be over before we begin but i cant go on and its not even that cuz u cant even tell me the truth if u would have told me i would have been way less of a bitch. i dont understand how you can do this to me again and again and figure ill be ok with it , im not. i dont get why its so one min u love me the next u cant stand to be near me i wish we could have something in the middle and i know that im overeacting yet again and it would be ok if u hadnt been so mean when i was with u then i wouldnt even have this feeling like you should call me. i feel like the only reason u like me is cuz i have a nice body SHIT -ariel |
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| Mood: unloved what im humming to The Spill Canvas- Self-Conclusion |
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| rain |
May 11th, 2006 3:01:37 pm - Subscribe |
| i wish it would stop being gross out last night i went bowling with trisha and friends and that was nice then i went to barts house where i compleatly lost track of time i have just discovered buffy extras LOL hhmm im tired adios |
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| Mood: freezing what im humming toBuffy the musical |
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