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Date: Sep 28th, 2008 7:38:41 pm - Subscribe

Tonight I saw the Mistress for a brief ihn. She asked me if I knew how to dance. I told her my training had been about to begin before we moved and that maybe now we were settled Master would allow it to begin again.

He did mention something along those lines the other night but I do not want to assume. It has gotten me into trouble in the past.

The Mistress said something about having the lack of willingness to strive. She also said it was terrible to have spirit lost and sounded as if someone had perished.

I am not sure what she means but obviously she has never had the kiss of the kurt when assuming to know what Master wants or wishes.

It does bring up the question again on how you can be spirited yet obedient? My spirit that Master claims is missing was derived from my need to escape. Does he wish me to continue wanting to escape? I have accepted I am here to stay, the collar is my place and yet he does not like this?

It is so confusing. How does kamya and runner just flit about glad to accept such as if there is nothing to it?

Am I the only one with such questions? The only one that feels lost?
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