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There is a gap in entries because mun
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for mun life things.

Today
Date: Sep 8th, 2008 12:19:22 am - Subscribe
Mood: dead


I spoke with him today and he did not punish me more for my question mistake. I told him I have learned the lesson.

I got fed as well. I hope it is enough to last awhile the new baby seems to add more to his busy schedule.

I had a ehn of excitement snatched out from under me tonight. The Master who owns candi gave me the wood carving he dropped on the beach. Of course I must ask him, if I can keep it but just the idea of a gift was fun.

At least it was fun until he asked me if I knew how to dance. I answered no. I guess now that I truly think on it that is a lie. I was being taught to dance before we left Port Kar but I haven't turned or twirled since then so I am sure I have forgotten everything taught.

Kamya is the dancer, not me. I have no reason to dance. No music to hear.
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Pleasing...but hungry
Date: Sep 7th, 2008 1:07:06 pm - Subscribe
Mood: Hungry


I am hungry.

I thought these days were over. I have been obeying and not picking fights but still I am hungry.

I even was pleasing to the Master with whom I got in trouble with the other night. It filled me with joy to "redeem" myself.

I still haven't been punished for getting in trouble but I haven't seen Him in a day either, and I am hungry.

I had to serve to platters of food and now am watching akina eat her breakfast, ugh!

Oh I got called to serve...hold on.

Babies...this down is almost "infested" with babies. The Mistress I just served had one. It must be something in the water.

No matter though...I am still hungry.
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Wooden Carvings
Date: Sep 6th, 2008 2:04:14 am - Subscribe
Mood: interested


I almost forgot to mention the one bit of interesting that happened in the midst of my trouble.

The Master who's joining I was privileged to see, came to the beach and sat among the group. That is not interesting no but when he left he dropped a wooden carving near me.

It is beautiful, round with the lar torvis carved in it. I am almost sad to take it back to him but I know I must return what he lost.

He and his companion have been nice to me so far so I must remember to not ask any questions in the future to keep him so.
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Schendi
Date: Sep 6th, 2008 1:48:48 am - Subscribe
Mood: frustrated


We have been in Schendi for quite some time now.

For the most part I have enjoyed it. It is a new experience from Kar. The people, free and slave have all been nice...well most so far.

I have even been swimming in the Thassa with help from one Master throwing me in a few times. That night was great...I laughed! Something I have not done in while.

I do not see much of Him. He is busy as usual I guess and he has a new companion who just had a baby. He got the girl he wanted. I find it strange a slaver would want a girl for a child. Will he not start seeing her as a possible coin maker when she is older? Is that not ingrained in him?

He once again confuses me. I do not fight and obey yet this does not please him. I do not get to see him much and wanted to better understand this so I made the mistake of asking another Master.

I will never ask another question again when it comes to such things! I vow it here and now! Asking questions has only ever gotten me in trouble. It does not get me answers, it only serves me riddles. So they are useless and trouble.

I have to tell him about what happened per the Master's orders. So here comes more trouble...




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Why
Date: Oct 28th, 2007 5:31:15 pm - Subscribe


Why

Did things go wrong when I had just gotten back to a point where I felt I could turn things around and make them better?

Why

Did I not inspect the tankard more closely?

Why

Can I not seem to get Master Zanek's approval again?

Why

Do I even try?

Why

Do I keep doing this to myself?

Why

Can't I just give up?

Why

Did I think I was strong enough for the collar?
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