hmmmmm
Date: Oct 12th, 2004 8:09:20 pm - Subscribe
Mood: ignored
first entry. getting kinda fed up with lj so i though i'd try this out 
life has been so weird lately. i don't know how to act anymore. it's as if i've lost sight of when i'm pretending and when i'm not.
i just want someone to tell me they love me and for me to know they mean it.
too bad the only guy i've ever loved is so far away and has no idea i went into hospital last week.
every night in that hospital bed i'd dream he'd come to see me and hold me, to tell me he's sorry.
but instead he keeps doing it.
well i feel a bit better now i've got something out.
watch out for more depressing rants.
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david - October 13th, 2004 |
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