We've been back together again for a little bit now. Maybe two weeks. Who's counting, though, really..?

I'm glad. I honestly am.

I was so chickenshit to come back and post here, you know..? I didn't want to..deal with seeing those feelings that I'd went through.

Today is a good day, I suppose. I'm quite scared though, right now.

I mean, I can get these feelings of ..anxiety and pressure--and they can be very strong. For example, right now, I'm so scared about something that won't even happen. If I make a big deal out of it, it will blow up in my fact--

I guess I have irrationally anxious feelings about things. I am thinking about trying meditation... :/

Boost me on another effortless endeavor, wouldja?

I love you, Randy.