Okay, so my blog has a LOT of personal feelings in it. I say some things that would be churned up by society as psychotic.

(Even that statement would, too! Oh, you laugh and say 'whatever, that's not that bad', but if I'd been sent to prison or something, the fact that I admitted to saying some pretty psychotic or stupid things on my blog only shows how crazy I am? Or..that's how the media would take it anyway! Lol.)

Now, we all may not know who Kevin Ray Underwood is. Well, I'll tell you.

This is a sick, sick man who ended up doing some things to a little girl (10 years old) whom he lived below. Although all of the stories haven't said so, I'm certain (? Maybe) that he raped the girl either before or after killing her and attempting to sever her parts from her body with a saw. (I know that this isn't a laughing matter, but it takes some balls to use a common hack-saw to try to chop someone up. Now, granted, he miserably failed at it and didn't try any other method..)

He admitted his guilt and got arrested.

He had a blog on the internet, here's a link to it:

http://futureworldruler.blogspot.com/2006_04_01_archive.html

The media took random quotes from his blog and some were out of context.

Now, I am in no way on his side in any of this, but it just makes me mad that the media would do that.

I mean the people reading the article already hate the man. So, why the excess, NBC? Are you worried that America wouldn't hate him enough? I mean, the guy's in prison for raping and killing an innocent child.

My rating on the article: http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/12344689/

Two thumbs down, down, down. Makes me hate NBC.

I mean, if I died, would NBC churn my blog for me saying, "I don't believe in God. Ever. He's a figment of the world's imagination. I mean, honestly, you can't see the thing, you can't hear it. You never have nor ever will,"?

What about my speculations of my neuroticism?

Of course I was over dramatizing the situation. I just worry sometimes about my affect on other people. Clearly I'm not a neurotic putz every single day nor every month.

In fact, I've switched birth control to Nuva Ring and my hormones, I suppose, are more balanced and my mood swings haven't been better.

So, it's safe to say that instead of being neurotic and whatever else I've -ever- accused myself of being within the last 3 years was just my way of stating my own notice of my moody change. In fact, I have been diagnosed by my geino as being extremely sensitive to hormone level change.

Nyeh. Stick that in your pipe and smoke it, NBC.

(That was just incase I go 'out' pulling a true-to-life version of Grand Theft Auto!)

(And just so the media doesn't CONFUSE THAT WITH SERIOUSNESS, I was just kidding..I doubt I'd ever kill a hooker...haaa!--okay..I'm done addressing the media..I'm going back to joking around and stuff)

Anyway, enjoy those links.