It's 11:12 PM, right now..and I just have to make a quick blog about what I'm feeling. I'm..feeling unsafe, or insecure..but not in that paranoid kind of way that girlfriends usualy get.. Like..it doesn't feel like an unwarranted fear. (Because..I usually have more anger with unwarranted paranoia..and I can tell that it's just me having a bad day)..

But tonight..Something cosmic..Something big ..big big. Like..BIG..is telling me..to be en garde.

It's saying (not literally..I'm not a crazy, but this is what I'm feeling).."Something big BIG is going to happen. Be wary." And Be ware of Greeks baring gifts. (Ha, just kidding.)

Like..I'm feeling this feeling of ..goodness. As though I will enjoy what is going to happen. Because there's going to be ample excitement to it.

I don't know..it's something BIG BIG!

"Something's in the air tonight
The sky's alive with a burning light
...
Don't know where you're coming from
but you're coming soon
...
And I don't know how hard this wind will blow
Or where we'll go..."
-Mat Kearny, "Nothing Left To Lose"

[]This should only imply that I don't know anything about the happenings that will be happening, other than it is quite exciting..and making my aura a bit..trembly..I read the rest of the song, it really doesn't apply..I'm in a very wonderful relationship. I love you baby. Mwah! Night night..See you tomorrow![]

hey there. I wasnt sure if i shouldnt comment back on the comment you left me so i just decided to read your blog and leave you a comment. thanks for the advice! idk though. she got to be a really close friend of mine and im not mean enough to just totally cut her out like that you know? i just need to find some way of getting her to stop making me crazy and i think by avoiding her some and not approving her ideas maybe i can do that. shes very shallow. im too shitty at blogging to even put a background, but i meant how you change the bakcround you picked when you signe d up. there were a bunch of choices and i want to pick a different one or at least make my blog easier to understand.

oh and thanks so much. i wasnt even expecting anyone to pay attention :]