perhapsnot's Blog

"Hope dangles on a string..." -- DBC
Date: Dec 7th, 2006 6:05:06 am - Subscribe
Mood: despondent


My feelings are close enough for me to say "I don't want to." I don't want to move, I don't want to leave my family, my friends. I don't want to leave what I am comfortable with, what I know. I don't want to leave my daddy, I don't want to leave my mom. They drive me crazy sometimes, but they're my parents. My niece and nephew don't understand...so they get angry. And that kills me. Victory get's angry when I talk about leaving, too. And it's completely understandable. I'm leaving her in her time of need...but how could I have known?

"So turn up the corners of your lips..." -- DBC

I'm excited. I want this...I really do. I'm just really, really sad. I don't think I'm ready...and I just don't have a choice now. And I can't talk to Greek about this right now because his best friend is leaving in the morning and he's really bummed about that.

"Defenses paper thin..." -- DBC

I'll be okay.
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