perhapsnots Aeonity Blog

Just some lyrics...

Sat, 09 Dec 2006 23:36:24 -0600

"Imagine" by John Lennon Imagine there's no Heaven It's easy if you try No Hell below us Above us only sky Imagine all the people Living for today... Imagine there's no countries It isn't hard to do Nothing to kill or die for And no religion, too Imagine all the people Living lide in peace... You may say I'm a dreamer But I'm no... Read More

"Hope dangles on a string..." -- DBC

Thu, 07 Dec 2006 00:05:06 -0600

My feelings are close enough for me to say "I don't want to." I don't want to move, I don't want to leave my family, my friends. I don't want to leave what I am comfortable with, what I know. I don't want to leave my daddy, I don't want to leave my mom. They drive me crazy sometimes, but they're my parents. My niece and nephew don't understand... Read More

"I'm a racing car passin' by like Lady Godiva" -- Queen

Mon, 04 Dec 2006 23:29:15 -0600

Victory and I hung out tonight and I got to talk to her new beau for a couple minutes before I headed home. I actually really like him...though that might be a tad biased because he's going to enlist in the Army. That right there kills me (both makes me feel horrible and cracks me up) because, for the first reason, I don't want Victory to have to... Read More

I wish I could have my cake and eat it, too.

Fri, 01 Dec 2006 22:53:51 -0600

I'm scared to move away. I mean, I'm not sure I'm ready to leave home, and now it's like I don't have a choice. And I know that sounds horrible, because I really want to move, Greek is so good to me and I love him SO damn much...I'm just scared of being so far away from my family. I'm being thrust away and thrown to the other side of the country... Read More

Do me a favor and don't make any more promises...

Thu, 30 Nov 2006 00:32:27 -0600

They're uncomfortable thoughts, the one's I'm having tonight. He's broken a promise, and while to most it wouldn't seem like a big thing, it was to me. Greek and I are married but living in different states until the end of this semester. We haven't been able to talk much lately so he promised me that tonight we would have a "date." We would bl... Read More

The joy is unexplainable.

Mon, 27 Nov 2006 00:30:05 -0600

Greek came home for Thanksgiving, which was a lovely surprise. He and a friend of his drove 20 hours (both ways) to be here Thursday, Friday, and Saturday. He loves me. In related news, I'm growing quite fond of my father inlaw and step mother inlaw, however I still dislike my mother inlaw and her husband. (Read: Want nothing to do with them). ... Read More

"You and me won't be unhappy..." -- Placibo

Sat, 04 Nov 2006 00:48:53 -0600

It all happened so quickly. In August we got engaged, and in October, we married. I didn't have time to think, I felt like my hand was forced. Not to accept the proposal or to marry Greek, but to marry him so quickly, and in a courthouse. As a little girl I never dreamed of a lavish wedding, I'd never planned it out to the point of only needing... Read More

"I fell in love, in love with you suddenly..." -- Hellogoodbye

Mon, 10 Jul 2006 20:29:52 -0500

I've been neglecting my ABlog terribly... "I like where we are, when we drive in your car..." -- Hellogoodbye He frustrates me. If Victory, my best friend and the one that I confide everything in, started to wonder how it was possible for Greek and I to be happy together, I'd understand. We argue a lot, and grant it...I start it a lot. It'... Read More

No Crafty Titles.

Wed, 07 Jun 2006 22:39:49 -0500

I guess it's been quite a while since I last updated. He came home. He was home for 11 days, and what a wonderful 11 days it was. It was bliss. There was no arguing. There was only happiness. I spent lazy days with him, nights in his arms after making love. I could hear his breath as he slept, feel his warmth and heartbeat, smell his ski... Read More

"...Seems like I'm losing it all..." -- Alexz Johnson

Sat, 06 May 2006 00:07:06 -0500

I shouldn't feel this way. But I do. Abandoned. I know it wasn't his intention, to leave me personally, but I can't help but feel that way. Especially when he's away when I need him here most. Or even the little things, like when it's storming and I'm on the verge of tears because I'm so terrified. I just want to curl up in him. I'm upset th... Read More