philotess Aeonity Blog

Audi showroom

Sat, 12 May 2012 06:10:45 -0400

Out of no where, i suddenly felt nostalgia about ... some time, not too long ago.. I step into Audi showroom with someone. That nostalgia feeling.. a sense of "happiness" or pride being seen as "a pair". That perception by others.. was i envied, i thought.. maybe not. not the pretty , slim, sexy chic that most man like to be seen with.. ... Read More

under weather..

Wed, 25 Apr 2012 21:10:41 -0400

feeling a little sad now.. whatever the reason i dun know.. liquid seems to be roaming in the hidden glands. just waiting for a reason, a thought to jump out into the open air.. 'its"always there for me to see; i wonder how long will my mood change.. is it becos i m tired.. mentally .. WHAT A BLAST!!! BLEAHHHHH ... Read More

a little nostalgic today

Tue, 17 Apr 2012 23:33:55 -0400

every morning.. i remicise thinking of the little things that had happened a year or two ago a decade or two ago places that i hv been; places we have been things i hv given n received feelings i hv given n received thoughts i hv given n received experiences that has given me something to remember as i aged. experiences that when it happ... Read More

Life antecedent

Sun, 08 Jan 2012 11:53:53 -0500

What is life. What about getting a life and having a life? Recently, icame onto the 'rich rich ' world. It's all about networking and relationship with the rich. In the circle of trust.... Read More

Smiling to the bank...

Wed, 07 Dec 2011 07:25:18 -0500

It's been a long time since I came in to express some thoughts. First n foremost, I m smiling. Investment has seen some handsome returns. And I m really pleased. Friends who has joined me are too smiling to the bank. Happy Tat I've help them earned some profit. Going to snow city tmr with the little one. But he's still sick. Hopefully, he ll... Read More

Struggling

Sat, 01 Oct 2011 10:15:23 -0400

Very tired. i tried.. maybe not hard enough for so many times.. tears welled sometimes it fell.. sometimes it doesn't i just let the numbness took over be one without feeling so i dun feel hurt or pain or thrashed i just look blank; blankly emotionless cultivate to such extent of having that void look into space; talking nothing; jus... Read More

I am Philotes ....

Tue, 27 Sep 2011 10:45:04 -0400

Come to think about this.. I am not as warm as what Philotes depicts... In fact, i think i am cold.. cool.. at most luke warm..... Read More

Choices..

Fri, 16 Sep 2011 01:13:41 -0400

In our lives, its about choices. Choice of who we wan to be with. Choices of how u wan to spend your time, who and what you wan to spend with. There are people who spent all their lives working and working.. neglecting people around them.. And when finally struck with some stupid deadly disease.. then they finally woke up and realize how much ... Read More

Tiring night

Thu, 15 Sep 2011 13:51:25 -0400

145 am Little one threw up twice. After all these hustle, though I m v tired. I can't get to sleep. It's been a problem recently, once awake I can't get back to sleep until a couple of hours later which by then, it's wakey time. Sigh....guess age is catching up. ... Read More

Just trying.. & still trying to be ...

Mon, 12 Sep 2011 22:08:56 -0400

that is all i am trying to do; it sounds so easy, tat's what pple says .. but it ain't so easy after all all i wan is just to be ... its such a simple word but it is such a big meaning in every angle in different perspective; it can be a big ... it can be a small ... I am still trying.. and trying .. and trying sometimes when I t... Read More