Oy vey
Date: Oct 15th, 2004 3:50:43 pm - Subscribe
Mood: repulsed
UGHHHHHHh!! I always try to be there when my friends need me...but I don't like to see them bash their spouses...I am guilty of saying things about my husband I shouldn't... I know that...but I try to never call him names...I have a friend who fought with her husband earlier and now she is on yahoo calling him some really bad names...now I only know her side of the story, but I know they have some marital issues ( don't we all??) but there is no reason to call your spouse such horrid names!! I can't even reply I don't know what to say!! The stuff she is saying I wouldn't even say about my baby's father!! 
I'm chain drinking cups of coffee man!! AHHHHHHHhhhh
I get dragged into her online "drama" and now her real life crap!!?? What is wrong with me????? 
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Can't aleep
Date: Oct 15th, 2004 4:59:15 am - Subscribe
Mood: troubled
I can't sleep so I decided to write and eat some ice. 
I have a friend who gets on my nerves most of the time, but I also feel sorry for her...she has so much going on at home...she is just looking for love and acceptance...There are days when she makes me want to pull my hair out strand by strand...I try to be patient with her, but it is hard sometimes. God knows patience is not a virtue of mine!! Today was one of these "pull out my hair" days...I made a few comments about one of her friends and she got mad at me..which I guess is normal...I just have had bad vibes about this "friend of hers since she started talking to him and she won't listen to anything!! Not that I am telling her what to do..I don't play that...I just state my opinions and feelings about this guy, which I think I am entitled to...anyway, it's storming and I am tired now so I'll shut up now!
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Tired...
Date: Oct 12th, 2004 2:46:35 am - Subscribe
Mood: withdrawn
I am tired of being lectured like I am a freakin' child...I am 25 years old and I have the right to feel the way that I feel...Just because I am angry with the way my husband is and treats the boys and me doesn't mean I am gonna pack up and leave!! I have been down that road..it wasn't any better, honestly.
I can be a loner..I don't need anyone...I am tired of being the person everyone uses until someone or something better comes along...I should be used to it, but sadly I am not.
It's pretty bad when you are laying down and your 3 year old crawls in bed with you and asks, "why are you so sad mommy?" MY kids deserve better than this..they deserve better than me...
right now life is not one of my favorite things...
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Grrrrr
Date: Oct 9th, 2004 10:32:28 pm - Subscribe
Mood: miffed
I just wanna say I Can't stand people singing in my ear while talking to me on the phone!!
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BLAH!!!!
Date: Oct 8th, 2004 2:38:35 am - Subscribe
Mood: agitated
UGHH!!!! Tonight we had a "special" chat in a chatroom I help monitor....Can we say chat from Hell!!??? MY screeners annoyed the hell out of me...one didn't know what she was doing the other kept getting mad because the other one wasn't keeping up like she thought they should have...Then one of my screeners complained because the typist had a bad case of typonese..I got so mad I almost told her to get the plank out of her eye because she has a lot of typos...I had a headache the size of the United States....Finally another host had to come and help screen because one of the other screeners ended up talking in the room in front of the whole site and sending questions some how when they were supposed to be just approving and rejecting them!! So the administrator ended up having to send her to another room and I hadda find her and make sure she wasn't upset and let her know he wasn't upset with her... AHHHHHHHHHHhh!!!
I ened up popping two prescription pain pills..I think stress may affect my kidney some...because it started hurting about halfway into the chat...I am okay now though..I feel GREAT!! I wish these pills would help emotional pain...I know I will go get something to drink for that!! 
Gotta sneak it though because my husband doesn't allow it..boring dude!! Anyway, I just needed to rant a bit...now I am feeling much better I gotta go find my husband..He just now FINALLY got home. 
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