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dream
Aug 20th, 2004 5:54:56 am - Subscribe |
so i had this dream that i was at this lake with my poppet, and i had jumped in, and i wasn't coming back up. He was standing on the dock, and got worried, so he jumps in. He swims down a bit, and i'm just sort of floating in mid water, and i grab him, and drag him down the the bottom. he's struggling to get away from me, cause he's freaking out, and i tell him, as if i am not underwater (i.e. that i sound normal) that when i died, he was going to die with me. Well he screams, and struggled even harder till finally he couldn't hold his breath anymore, and inhaled his lungs full of water. So he's coughing and trying to breath, and get the water out for a minute, then he stops moving. I sat on the bottom, not needing to breath, holding his dead body in my arms, wondering what went wrong. Then I start crying, my tears like oil in the water, retaining their dropplets and floating up and out of my eyes, because he died, and i didn't, and it was all wrong.
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Mood:
bittersweet
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music:
Ever So Sweet - The Early November |
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| crowsblood
November 05th, 2004
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What a strange dream. It's so sad. I wonder what it means, if anything. |
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