Are we aliens?

I have decided that I am going to make a music video for "The Adjustor" in my Videography class, and, if I have time, perhaps "The Bends" or "Cremation" as well. I think that I picked these three songs because for the most part, they do not have any vocals ("The Bends" has a phrase here and there, and "Cremation" has only breaths) and therefore, I have a lot of options for shots, and room for interpretation. That's always helpful when you're scrambling to fill space at the last minute, and besides, I already have stories waiting to be filmed up in the dim, dusty attics of my mind.

I have to say that this video project seems like the only exciting thing happening recently. I am excited for the party tonight, but, as usual, I am picturing the worst-case scenario. Ahhhh. I will try to be optimistic. I will try my darnedest. I probably should stop harboring all of these conversations with myself, I should probably stop arguing with my conscience and just do what needs to be done. I just wish there was more time. Things will be better though, I know they will. After a talk with a good friend, things look a few shades brighter. My eyes have opened a little wider, and my weight is easier to carry. Everything will be better.