Date: Nov 7th, 2011 2:36:09 pm - Subscribe
it seems like everyone has there own little place in the world and i have nothing. i mean, i don't even know who i am. i don't get why i'm here. i don't even have any friends, and seldom see any of my acquaintances. i miss human interaction. i miss him.
every single day is depressing, every night is long. i look like an idiot/sad/weirdo most days in front of people. i avoid people. i avoid places. i avoid anything and everything, including work. i love procrastination, but then it gets boring. i miss out on living and wish i were dead. i just want him to respond in any way possible, just let me know he's there.
my worst fear is that he's moved on with her. i wish it wasn't all hush hush on that front.
one positive: i got some barq's root beer! (diet.)
neeeeeed to remember
Date: Oct 14th, 2009 10:34:02 am - Subscribe
need to remember my eyebrow appt. is on friday after lunch.
my lsr appt. is next fri @ 11:30 am.
i need to look at signing up for ucas and finding a course for nxt yr.
i need to do the incense thing tomorrow.
maybe cook as well as eat.
go for a walk if i can.
read considerably more.
watch buffy, the city, the hills and heroes.
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