Sickness
Date: Dec 5th, 2004 1:20:42 am - Subscribe
Mood: emotional
Music: Screaming Infidelities
I hate being sick. Almost more than anything in the world. I almost hate it more than being lonely. Not alone..lonely. There is a huge difference. Being alone means that no one is around you...peace of mind. But, being lonely means even if you had a large group of your closest friends you are still a little detached and have an empty void. So on top of being sick I am lonely..well, I guess I have to live with it. I recently found one of my old loves...reading. I haven't spent time and drifted away in a book. So reading for most of the day was comforting. I even forgot about him for a while which was nice. I was happy and felt complete. I wish I could keep that feeling even when I am not reading. All well. I will probably write a poem or draw something. Bye.
-'Rissa
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