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That\'s it, I\'ve finally lost it...Throw in the towel Johnny...
Date: Feb 20th, 2005 12:56:16 pm - Subscribe
Mood: awkward


I think, I decided, that it is probobly the case, that I take comfort in feeling used. The cigarettes, the random guys, the lack of sleep, too much caffiene, staying out untill 3am, going to too many shows, too much loud music, etc; it's all a plot I have against myself, to make myself physically feel bad, so that I will feel better emotionally. Like the worse I feel, the better things are because I don't have to think about my real problems. Does it make sense? No, not at all. but that's how I run...crazy?
Comments: (3)

zukunft - February 21st, 2005 Except the random guys it all sounds ok for me, maybe you are thinking too much? ! Btw, das Wort "procrastinate" habe ich jetzt neu von Dir gelernt. Dein Deutsch ist aber sehr gut, garantiert besser als mein Englisch. Faszinierend Und meine Augen sind so schoen das ich sie gleich hinter einem schwarzen Balken versteckt habe

post_love - February 21st, 2005 ja ich denke zu viel, richtig

zukunft - February 22nd, 2005 hey check out my blog, i made a list with german rock at amazon. have fun and just hang in.

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