pretty_lie's Blog

[Just.another.Nothing..x.}
Date: Jul 12th, 2005 2:32:38 pm - Subscribe
Mood: nothing


And I guess I fully understand the meaning of bleeding mascara now thanks to you. I was fine before you, and now I'm sitting here, just thinking about you and what the past was like. My head and heart throbbing from the aching pain. It's dark outside, but tonight theres **no stars** to waste wishes about you on. And tonight theres no more pills to Numb the pain from you away with. ''YouKnowWhatIMean..x.}}'' I guess now they're only tears to you. It's only another broken heart. It's only another word. It's only another nothing you've lost. The sweet things you said... Were they sweetend meaningless words? Or were they true and from the heart. Everything I said, I said for you, and when I said forever, It shall always be true. It's mad becuase I think about you everyday, and it slays me to not know if I ever go through your mind. I know, that I probably don't, but everyone has to hope. And everything I write, it's always for you.

If I could tell you one last thing it would be that I miss you. And If I could hear you say one last thing it would be that I love you. But I know, it's never going to happen again.. But when I heard you say it before, I know you meant it, you meant every word you fed to my ears. But now where are you? But now who are you? I'm left here without you, holding back my tears but failing. I can't tell you how I feel, and you wouldn't listen if I did, so I did the next best thing, and I wrote it down in my note, I just wondered if maybe then you'd notice?

Comments: (1)

emokid - August 18th, 2005 its ok. ull get over it but u will always remember the rush of feelings it gave u.

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