pretty_lies Aeonity Blog

[Just.another.Nothing..x.}

Tue, 12 Jul 2005 14:32:38 -0500

And I guess I fully understand the meaning of bleeding mascara now thanks to you. I was fine before you, and now I'm sitting here, just thinking about you and what the past was like. My head and heart throbbing from the aching pain. It's dark outside, but tonight theres **no stars** to waste wishes about you on. And tonight theres no more pills to ... Read More

[whispering..x.}

Tue, 12 Jul 2005 14:31:32 -0500

-Whispers.To.Self.- And you told me I was way prettier than her, and that even all your mates agreed. But now you make me feel ugly, how can you have changed so much from making me feel the most beautiful girl in the world to the girl that broke her mirror? It's only words that you say to me, but even the spaces inbetween make me choke. Hold Me ... Read More

[Maybe.Next.I\'ll.Die.For.You..x.}

Thu, 16 Jun 2005 17:54:41 -0500

You haunt me and you don't even know you're killing me, You're always with me and you're not even next to me, I can hear your voice now, and you aren't even talking, I can see you infront of me, even through those shadows. You hurt me and you don't even talk to me, You made me bleed and you didn't even touch me, You rule my dreams, though yo... Read More

[Get.The.Fxck.Away.Baby..x.}

Fri, 03 Jun 2005 19:06:42 -0500

[Give.me.a.reason.to.Believe..x.} You bitched about me to someone I don't even fxcking know. You fxcking bitched about a good friend of mine that has been there for me all the time you've made me fxcking cry. You've bitched about many others. You fxcking scum. I fxcking hate you but I love you and you don't seem to want to be moved from my heart... Read More

[So.Excited..x.}

Wed, 18 May 2005 04:41:36 -0500

Hehe I cant fxking wait!! im drivin down to London in a few hours to Gatwick, where we r flying from and flying to FLORIDA! hehehe!!! im more excited that frasers letting me take his sweatband lol.. in maths we'd just been tlkin bout florida and id been all calm and stuff and then i got frasers sweatband and he said i cud take it to florida and i j... Read More

[Don\'t.Think.I.Don\'t.Know..x.}

Thu, 12 May 2005 15:16:24 -0500

Hey.. I realised that I havn't really out much about me.. soo!! =D [� ]I am Beckie. [� ]I'm sarcastic. [� ]I'm really really senstive.. really. [� ]<3Emo, Screamo, Grunge, Rock, Punk.<3 [� ]Writing, writing poetry, emotions. [� ]<3Ren and stimpy.. HaPPy hAppY JoY jOy.<3 [So strangulated by my lonesome fears plead don't worry too much, ... Read More

You;re Killin; me.

Thu, 12 May 2005 15:10:47 -0500

Memories will stay with me forever, and the feelings of them, but looking back, I wish I could forget. How it kills me just to see your fucking name. That dream has completely messed me up, it's changed everythin I thought I felt, I'm still the same as I was before. I'm nto stressy or high strung, you don't know me, you onlyt hink that cause I stan... Read More

[I.\'.m/So/Excited..x.}

Tue, 10 May 2005 10:49:23 -0500

Hehe Im going to Florida Thursday and driving down to London on the Wednesday! Omg I can't wait, I've wanted to go to america for so long, and everyone im going with makes me laugh so much, its gonna be ace! Today was pretty crap.. it was too plain and simple.. and i had to do work :( Ive got about 2 months worth of art hwk to do.. I mean I love ar... Read More

[Wish.Upon.A.Star..x.}

Mon, 09 May 2005 10:45:24 -0500

Todays been ok.. at least all of my sats are over w00p! im sooo bored.. so ima gna go =P ill edit it later lol x... Read More

[.Fake//a.smile..x.}

Thu, 28 Apr 2005 16:31:20 -0500

I feel so utterly shit.. I'm missing close people for different reasons, i'm sleep deprived, my throat hurts, i've got lots of homework to do for tomorrow, i've got a headache, and just a horrible feeling inside of sadness. [.I.keep//my/jealousy.close/cause.its//all.mine..x.} Oh well, I'm sorta looking forward to tomorrow.. going out, should be fun... Read More