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Today Is Jun 28th, 2005 7:29:44 pm - Subscribe
Emma Is Feeling edgy
Emma Hears: One Eighty By Summer - Taking Back Sunday

Everything is overated, fresh air, love, boys, me, you, your mother, people's opinions, your deepest desires... just everything. You name it and it's overated. Like the fact I so could use some lip gloss right now.

So I started talking some to one of Elizabeths friends and they put him on oxy for breaking his arm and it brings up these memories of last year and I mean I honestly am not sure if I'd ever touch it again. It seems these days I'm not really caring about anything any more. Like I'm giving up on everything. I don't know, maybe when I get out to New York I'll meet someone who will change my life, someone who can give me the most excelent reason to live. Someone different... just amazing I guess. Someone who can make me feel on top of the world and that I'm about to die all at once. Someone who would love me but also kill me. You know... well probably not, I don't make much sense these days.

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