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Friday - Reasons to be scared.
Date: Jul 6th, 2007 4:52:38 am - Subscribe
Mood: Used
Load on my mind: "Stain" - Nirvana


Fuck you.
Fuck you all.
I fucking hate you all.
I hope you all fucking die.
I hope the world you live in rapes you.
I hope you die painfully.
I can’t fucking stand you.
You don’t deserve life.
Or maybe you do.
Fuck you.

I had good reason to be scared of my friends.
But I didn’t run.

“Well he never bleeds and he never fucks
And he never leaves 'cause he's got bad luck.
Well he never reads and he never draws.
And he never sleeps 'cause he's got bad luck, yeah

I'm a stain, I'm a stain, I'm a stain, I'm a stain
Ugh....

Well he never bleeds and he never fucks
And he never leaves 'cause he's got bad luck.
Well he never reads and he never draws.
And he never sleeps 'cause he's got bad luck, yeah

I'm a stain, I'm a stain, I'm a stain, I'm a stain
Ugh....

I'm a stain, I'm a stain, I'm a stain, I'm a stain
Ugh....

Well he never bleeds and he never fucks
And he never leaves 'cause he's got bad luck.
Well he never reads and he never draws.
And he never sleeps 'cause he's got bad luck, yeah

I’m a stain”

-Nirvana (stain)


He never leaves, ‘cause he’s got bad luck.

Can’t stand this world.
I learn to love. I learn to live.
I stare at the sea of life.
I see a crab at my feet.
Shrug it away and it bites me the moment I smile.
Game over.

All I ever wanted was some fun, something to fill in time til I died.
Then it got too real. 9 lives left and I can’t beat a level.
I try and the lives countdown, but I’m just getting aggravated, I’m just feeling more and more worthless.
Game over, friends. I wish it would end. I want it to end.
I want a blackout, and start again.
“Hold your breath, count to 10, fall apart then start again” –Placebo
I need that buzz as the power comes back to full.
Because all I want is to rip the power cord from the back of the console and hang myself with it.

This world is too cruel.
When I make myself into everything I want and stand at the top of a ladder somebody inevitably knocks me to the ground and laughs and then expects me to apologise to them.
I get happy. Someone makes me sad.
But someone does make me happy.
I have fun with people I hate.
Sis once said there is a difference between dark and bad and evil.
And I was dark.
I’ve always been dark.
But I want to be evil.
I’d rather have a reason to apologise.
I want to be stubborn.
I want to burn souls.
I want to kill love.
I want to breath smoke.
I want to be your vampire.
I want to suck the life out of purity.
And spit it in the gravel where it rots and they die.

No one deserves life.
Or maybe they do.
Maybe my only freedom will be in death.
I’d rather be burning in hell to repent my sins then burning on Earth for other peoples faults.
I hate you all.
“I hate myself and I want to die” -Nirvana

In Aeternum,
Pura
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