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it's been forever since i last wrote... so in my imagination i am a writer, i am poet...and like some poets, i...need a pen name. so in an attempt to come up with a pen name that seems to suit me...i figured out some possibilities. there's so many different names i could make, i could use part of my real name, part of my blog name here, rain_drop...names i really really like...it's endless possiblities here. but i've also found it quite fun...and for now, i'm settling on Serena Rayne...it was between that and Rayne Drop..haha, like my name on here spelled different..or maybe it could be like Serena Rayne Drop..haha...so how’s that sound??? i picked serena who was a girl in my class back in the 3's on wed. night. then when i got moved to 4's on sunday mornings she was there. one morning in church her and her parents were in front of the church as her parents told their testimony. it was a heart breaking story and the parents talked of their struggle with their marriage but how coming to our church and plugging in really helped..and things were good now...until serveral months later when the last i knew, they were filing for divorce...and little did i see serena after that. about a month ago i saw her and she gave me a huge hug..i told her i missed her. she looked happy to see me, but i felt sorry for her. the mom said things were good, but i could tell that was not the case. she looked so sad, so distant..and my pretty serena seemed joyless...and i haven't seen her since. i miss her and the joy she would bring to my classroom with her quiet nature...and well that was a long story, but i've always loved her name and i've told her so many times. and rayne, well it's like rain...ya know, except that's how ppl spell it when it's a name..and well it works for me. Serena Rayne...so i'll stick with that for right now. i have lots more serious stuff to blog about, but i'm avoiding it, avoiding it like i have for several weeks now. it doesn't help any...but there's too much else on my mind to divulge into a serious night with me and my emotions...and i'm not in the mood for a hurting heart and a tear stained face...so that's all for now... |