still don't feel up to much talking about my feelings yet..don't know why..but i'm guessing you can imagine how this made me feel. my sister asked me when we were walking in church tonight if i saw the note on my bed. i didn't. i pretty much don't see my bed til night when i sleep in it. i spend the evenings in the basement, on here...over by the tv..or just doing hw. so i just went upstairs to get something and i looked over and i saw the note on my bed...and here it is. it's sweet and at the same time it struck me as odd that she just felt like writing me a note...i dunno...i'll write one back and stick it where she'll see it in the morning. it just made me realize how much my sister must look up to me..i mean, if i had an older sister-i'd look up to her...haha..i guess it was just really touching..that’s all i can think to say now...anyways...

tonight i saw michelle and she asked me if i'd like to come over friday and just hang out and watch some movies or something and i said sure. so it's not babysitting this time, just hanging out..cause she said they missed me last week...so that's nice. i'm finally doing stuff...so it shouldn't really matter who it's with..only it does...i would rather hang out with them then some teenagers my age..but i'm trying to give them a chance..maybe...haven't talked to em..nor seen em...

and that's the end of this blog...keeping em short is kinda nice huh? no i just have economics to study for...test tomorrow..economics is soooo boring. and i still have to work on revising my personal piece. oh well, friday's almost here...now i have something to look forward to.