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Matthew 11:28-29(the message)

28"Are you tired? Worn out? Burned out on religion? Come to me. Get away with me and you'll recover your life. I'll show you how to take a real rest. 29Walk with me and work with me--watch how I do it. Learn the unforced rhythms of grace. I won't lay anything heavy or ill-fitting on you.
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Gosh, can't help but like the way the message words things. i mean really...i remember reading this a long time ago and saving it somewhere, but i happened to find it again today. i don't know how i find these things, it just happens. maybe cause i needed to read it, maybe cause i feel tired, worn out, and burnt out on religion...but still haven't come to God, sorta but not really.

it's not like i'm happy with the way my life is now, i even got a devtional now that i started, it just all seems hard, or i've been too lazy, probably that seems more reasonable...

i finally got to bike again today and it felt so great...i hadn't biked in three days so i had all this energy plus i slept for 12 hrs last night. i don't remember the last time i did that but it's so much better than 5 or 6. anyways, on my bike i just pedaled as fast as i could and went twice as long as i usually do at a very high speed. i don't know where all the energy came from....maybe from all the frustration and angry and whatever else that has been allowed to build up inside me for the past three days that i haven't bike rided. but it felt so good to get it out....not that i'm feeling really happy now, i'm not but it helps to get all of it out for the moment. i really don't have much else to say, gotta be going to do what? nothing really... i don't have anything important to do besides hw, but that can wait til Sun. night. ~later.