Well, school was pretty boring again today...had another precal test, hope i did good...It rained again today so i couldn't go on a bike ride, but i really really wanted to. I'm just so sick of being stuck inside, and sometimes i just need to get away. I can't wait until tomorrow, maybe it'll finally be nice out.

Since today was Wed, i got to see the little kids at church since i volunteer with the preschoolers. They're so much fun. cept tonight we only had 4 kids, usually we have a couple more. Of course it was fun, it always is and i never wanna go home. But that's all the exciting news for today...Oh yeah and right now i don't have a door cause my dad took it off to put up a new one, but of course he won't put it up til tomorrow...but hopefully it won't be that much longer...i hate being without a door even if it is just one day. So anywayz, i'm just really tired and worn-out, i think i'll just go to bed now...but one more thing, i've been listening to this song alot lately, and well, i really like the end...

This Week The Trend
By: Relient K

And this week the trend
was to not wake up till 3pm
I picked the few conscious hours that I chose to spend
and slept away the rest of them

and this week the trend
was to crash and burn and then return again
to practice the life that I pretend
provides enough to get me through the weekend

so I say
get me a solution
and watch me run with it
and then you gave
you gave me a solution
what have I done with it
cause I was absolutely sure I had it all figured out
way back then
and now it's this minute, this hour, this day

And this week the trend
was to backstab every single one
of my friends
and leave a voicemail message
trying to make amends
all the while hoping things
work out in the end

and this week the trend
was to borrow all the strength
that you could lend
to keep my head above the water
and not descend
back to where I said I'd never go again

So I say
give me a solution
and watch me run with it
and then you gave
you gave me a solution
what have I done with it
cause I was absolutely sure I had it all figured out
way back then
but after this day it's this week all over again

And I just want to get mugged at knifepoint
to get cut enough to wake me up
cut enough to wake me up
cause I know that I don't want to die
sitting around watching my life go by
and what we take from this is what we'll get and we haven't quite figured it out just yet
because all of us are all too stuck
strapped to a chair
watching our lives blow up
stuck watching our lives blow up

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