i've been busy again...busy and very tired. so update on our basement. the drywall was fixed monday and we get new carpet..but who knows when that's being put in. since the insurance company is paying for all this....well, they are being very slow about it. so the computer is still sitting right here in the kitchen...for everybody to look over my shoulder..when they're around...so here goes a shot at this...as quick as i possibly can.

monday i also went to see the psychiatrist again cause i needed more meds...i told him what i thought about needing them til i get through a little college..he said he made sense on one hand and on the other it didn't..and then starting talking blah blah about medical stuff, i dunno..but i'm staying on them..that's all that matters i guess...

and last week was my last day of counseling. i am finally "better" and it feels pretty good...knowing that i am ok...but i am gonna miss her. and last sat. was my last week of work for tutoring the dyslexic children so tomorrow i get to sleep in! how great is that? and last sat. i also babysat for jen and michelle's small group while they got together one last time because they are gonna split up their group. they are adding new ppl to the group and it'll just be too big. so that was kinda their last get together. oh yah and to continue on last week's week of lasts...wed. was the last wed. night programming i'll ever help out with for a long long time...casue there is no wed. night church in the summer and by fall, i'll be in college...

last friday was senior prom..which i skipped. i just didn't want to go. i thought about it though. we got out of school early though, i got home around 10:30 and went over to amanda's house to hang out and play. i pretty much spent the day there. then i got home around 6 and fell asleep til 2 in the morning when i realized i had to prepare my lesson for work in the morning..so i did that and went back to bed. it's funny cause i got to tell ppl i slept right through my prom..yup, sure did. that was great.

this week i've been pretty busy too. sunday after church i went over jennifer's and amanda's house, we were going to go to the movies, but amanda just wanted to play so we did that.

monday i also babysat amanda at the house because her parent's small group was meeting at the house.

tuesday, wednesday, and thursday i was so exhausted i napped when i got home from school..and i walked later on with my mom and two neighbors cause walking is good for you..and mostly so i could wake up before i did my homework.

today i babysat amanda and jacob for a couple hours. i was just finished giving them baths when the parents came home, but i just stayed and hung out for awhile. when the kids were finally in bed, jennifer and i watched the first episode of everwood. she likes that show and i let her borrow the first season. and earlier today i was on the trampoline with my sister reading. we pretty much stayed out all day long. it was a nice day. this morning i had my sweatshirt and pants on but by the afternoon it had warmed up. and my face got sunburnt. hmm...

oh yeah and i got a summer job. i'll be babysitting a 6 year old girl named marley 3 days a week from about 9-3. her mom's name is....jennifer..yes another jennifer. and they live almost right across the street from amanda's house. that neighborhood also has a community pool so i can take her there. it should be fun. marley and her mom stopped by amanda's tonight when i was babysitting so they could get to know me and i could do the same as well...she seems like a really great kid...very talkative..but then so is amanda so i'm kinda used to it.

oh and one last thing. while i was on the internet thursday, brit IMed me right before i got off...and we talked for a bit. i hadn't talked to her in a long time, since i told myself i just wasn't going to bother with her anymore and that if she wanted to, i'd let her be the first..and she was. it's been a long time but she did talk to me. and today she left a comment on my myspace. i still don't think we'll ever really do something together...but hey, at least she's talking to me. and yes, that makes me happy. so i wish i could write more...*sigh* but i'm exhausted and off to bed with hopes of being back soon~!