ok, what to blog about...hmmm i went to the library today, that's interesting right. got some more books...i have lots of books to read now but i don't have enough time to read them cause i'm on here all the time. i did read for about 3 hrs. today though. and i went for a bike ride. it was hot outside...and nothing else much...well except...

PERFECT CALLED ME AGAIN!!! hehe, i know it's fun to talk to her though, i don't know why, even though we both hate the phone and we don't say much, it's still cool. she told me i was right, that's all i'll say. but it feels good to be told you're right, doesn't it? hehe...

i stayed on the internet late again yesterday...til 3:30 in the morning..the other day it was only 3...well, i was working on myspace the other night, last night i was working on my blog...finding all those cool buddy icons...so i figured out how to put them all on here...anyways now i've got to get to bed earlier tonight cause i have to get up early for church.

ok i'll tell you what movies i got at the library...let's see i got arthur and winnie the pooh and peter pan...and my mom didn't want me getting any of those. it's not like we're renting em and it costs money, we're borrowing them and their free. she asked why all the sudden i'm into kids movies again and cartoons and i told her i've always been...which i have those and scary movies. i know, very different but i hate comedies and most girly movies unless the girly movies are directed towards kids! i told my mom it could be worse, i could be watching all those rated R movies. hello i'm watching G ones...nothing bad about that right? geeze, parents...anyways i'm just writing about that cause i got nothing else to write about. i guess that means i'm doing ok. i did another devo last night, while babysitting...oh that...i can write about.

right after the parents left tanner and cameron were in bed...going to sleep. and cameron, he's almost 3, starts crying for his mommy and daddy...so i was kinda glad actually, cause i wanted to hold him, he's so cute so i just sat and rocked him for awhile...and got him to calm down. and then he was fine cept for a couple hrs. later when he woke up from a bad dream...he started crying again and i went in there and he told me "give me my mommy and daddy, can i have them now...please..." and the way he asked it bout broke my heart and just looking at him well teared me up a little. he's so little, he doesn't really understand why his parents aren't there and the way he asked it was so cute. can i have em? ahhh...i know when i get older i want kids but that, it just made me want one right now, i'd love a kid now...a child of my own, one that wants me, needs me...can depend on me...one to play with everyday, cuddle with and teach new things...geeze. yeah, that made me cry a little...so i laid down with cameron for a little bit cause you can't leave a kid alone after a bad dream and i watched him as he started to fall asleep with his thumb in his mouth...it was so adorable...i didn't want to leave but he soon feel asleep so i returned to the tv...ahh now i miss him...why'd i write about that...*sigh* guess i found something to write about after all...