so yesterday was the first of december..and while sitting in class at school..it started snowing..nothing was sticking though..but the seniors like to go around all day saying we'll get out after lunch..and then alot of others believe em..but what they mean is we will get out eventually after lunch, just not til 2:20. it's an old joke by now but they never seem to tire of it. it's that time of year now i guess. and it all started cause last year they did let us out right after lunch was over cause they were predicting a big snow storm...well, we got out of school and it wasn't even snowing..and the big snowstorm was only a few flakes...so yeah..i'm bored. i really need to go to bed now cause tomorrow i start my job tutoring a dsylexic child. my supervisor called yesterday to tell me about the boy i'll be tutoring. he's on lesson s...i need to look over that and figure out what he's learned so far for the review. i'm gonna have to get up so early, it's gonna be like going to school on saturday too..hehe..

my sister and i have been watching alot of movies and stuff lately, like earlier we were watching the full house shows i have on tape. but the other day she and i watched a walk to remember and she was crying so hard at the end that it made me laugh. i know she cries over movies alot it's just weird cause she's only 10..and ahh, it's just so weird it's funny. not that i can have any say about it since i'd do the same thing, if i was by myself. this my mother doesn't know or she wouldn't tell me all the time, that erica is her sensitive child..haha..

moving on, so i got a 100 on one of my calculus quizzes..and then on this week's i got a 40...and i'm wondering how my grades can vary so much like that. the ppl i sit around they keep getting around 60-70 percent, but no, my grades are high and low..ahh and then we had a test today. so much, i worked out alot of practice problems for the related rates stuff cause that's what i had trouble with..and so i was finally getting it, but then on the test, he had completly different problems that i didn't know how to do...tuesday i stayed after with thao for physics ess..and the teacher was going over problems that were actually on the test, so he got through almost 3 of the 5 pages...so i think i did pretty good at that..but then today he had to gvie us this lab to do during the last 5 min. of class...and we got the data we needed to solve all the problems and now i have to do that this weekend...it's sooo long..i can never escape a weekend without homework it seems like. as for our poems in english class, blah..we're supposed to be drawing on an emotion that is real to us..but we're not writing as ourself but as someone else and we're incorporating that emotion into our poem. the only thing about this, is that we keep sharing stuff in front of the class. so yesterday we had to think of the first line for our poem and write in on the board, well i couldn't think of anything so then i just wrote a line that popped into my head about one of the poems i wrote before and posted on here..haha...yeah, so then she went through everyone's and was talking about how to change it..and she was asking me all these questions about my poem...blah..so i just told her that i was writing through the eyes of a child(which explained my simplistic language) i just can't use complex words that i don't normally use and i can't use them if they don't feel right to me. i don't think we should write poems for a grade, nor write them line by line and have the teacher tell us what to change about it. i believe poems just happen..at least mine....i just write when i feel like it..and what i write is what sticks. sure it may not be good but who cares, why change it...but it's school...so ya have to do what ya have to do...

wed. we didn't have church so i met up with val again at wendy's to go over ch. 2 of the devo. she had sent me an email asking me what's going on with the whole scratching thing cause she feels like she can start trusting me again and that the other night when i watched her kids they loved it so much and she'd like more times like that. so yeah, it was good to tell her that i haven't done anything in awhile though i did tell her about my thanksgiving weekend. she says she remembers holidays being tough in her family growing up...i'm just glad i can talk to her again.

so i finally got the pixs i took at shoutfest back and there's some pretty good ones in there so i deleted most of my myspace pixs and am putting those in there. i love working on myspace. it's so great. okie, i guess that's all for now, since i need to be getting off and looking over my lesson....wow this is really boring...later.~
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