| my ever-present conscience Shakes its head and reprimands me~relient k |
Jun 28th, 2006 7:58:47 pm - Subscribe |
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no one talks to her, she feels so alone. she's in too much pain to survive on her own.~superchick i feel all alone like nobody understands, i'm gonna end it tonight i got the whole thing planned~kj-52 ...and then the darkness surrounds me, i know i'm alive but i feel like i've died~superchick im not alright i havent been myself lately. im not ok with the way ive let my thoughts overtake~john reuben the hurt she can't handle overflows to a knife she writes on her arm wants to give up her life~superchick you know..sometimes i do wish i wasn't different today..that i could go back to the old person i once was..with all my struggles and sadness..because back then, ppl didn't know and it was all a SECRET...back then i had no friends, the PAIN ppl caused me didn't hurt as much...because back then, i CAUSED all the pain to myself...in many different forms...i wish now that i could just return, because this new ME..has no idea HOW to deal with the pain...how to ESCAPE the lonliness and emptiness without SCRATCHING or CHOKING myself...cause hiding these feelings deep inside only works for so long...because i AM still the SAME person i was a YEAR ago..or two...at least SOME days it really FEELS like that... |
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| mood: defeated |
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misty_rain |
July 03rd, 2006 |
| oh sweetie - I'm so sorry. Sometimes it does feel like that. -But know: you are not alone and there are folks all over the planet who care and wish you well. ~misty | ||
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