~oooh another update so soon~

and btw..the lyrics, how i feel..back up...ur too close...yup...whatever...

so did you notice you can subscribe to blogs now? wow, it's becoming more and more like xanga everyday....but all these new things...i'd rather not have if only i could get emoblog back...i miss that name..i still can't pronounce this name....but i got better news..

I GOT MY LA SYMPHONY CD IN THE MAIL TODAY!!!!!! it's awesome..it's like one of their beginning albums or something, i don't know...i haven't really listened to their newer stuff, i mean this is the first cd of theirs that i have...but ahh, i can't believe i finally got it..you couldn't find this cd in the christian bookstore..well maybe the bigger one but i don't remember seeing it..so what's so great about "composition number 1?" it's got two of the songs i loved from the radio when they used to play this stuff on the radio on sat nights like 3 years ago or so....and i know i have parts of em on tape somewhere when i recorded it..but i mostly remember just by me singing..ahh it's so much better with musik to sing along with....and plus i really like la symp's old stuff cause that's when pigeon john was part of it, and he's awesome...i mean, just his name is awesome enough..maybe i'll finally get one of his cds too next.....anyways...this song is the whole reason i bought this cd~

"this the type of musik when we go to san diego
with your little crew in the black winnebago
sippin on a soda with your CREAM CHEESE BAGEL
this the type of musik when we go to san diego"

ahh what a great song...the reason i got the cd in the first place...

so i've been getting alot of cds lately it seems...haha...i love musik...oh i did drive to thao's today...on the way there i dropped off the library books for my mom, i wish i would have had time to look for some books but i had to go. so then thao came with me and showed me how to get to the place we were going. on saturdays her, her mom, and some other ppl run this class thing to teach children vietnamese...so i came to help out. not help them learn vietnamese cause i don't, just help handle em and stuff..like when thao was working one on one with trying to help this little girl, i kept the other kids busy drawing pictures...it was fun. i love her little brother, hehe he's four years old..he's so adorable...and then there were this other two girls there that really seemed to like me, one of em gave me a huge hug before she left and said bye in vietnamese..at least that's what i'm guessing it was..hehe..how come little kids aren't afraid of people....at all...i mean they don't even know me, yet they aren't afraid to talk to me, or hug me...yet here i am, afraid of talking to ppl, getting angry or upset, or just afraid of getting close to one day have them walk away from me...it's crazy..maybe i'll go help out again..so then i drove thao home and went home myself..and i made it! i didn't get lost..so it was good my mom showed me where to go, but i'm learning.

so i stayed up late last night even though i was exhausted cause i was just so into editing this...i got tired of my old one, so i reverted to the simple one..and then i didn't have much time to edit this...so i found this picture on a xanga skin, in fact it's still on my xanga now..but i won't keep it there much longer, cause i like to try and edit my own...but i figured i'm just using the pix on here so that's ok...i kinda like the shades of gray...but perfect said it's hard to read the text..so maybe i'll try finding a lighter shade of blue, or making the gray lighter..i don't know..i can read it fine on mine and that's what matter's right?

i really have nothing else i feel like writing now...though there's alot of junk going through my mind...but i wanted to write about my great cd i got and i really wish i could listen to it now..but lately on sat. nights from 9-11 wjie has sorta my kinda musik on..sometimes there's rap but it's mostly like rock stuff....but i know alot of the songs..it'll never be like u-turn radio but it's ok. and i've gotta listen to that and then i'll get back to my sweet cd..tomorrow's sunday~!