rain_drops Aeonity Blog

goodbye... :(

Fri, 01 May 2009 13:46:28 -0500

i know it's been over a year since i last wrote. so it would seem i am already gone..and in lots of ways i am. i really enjoy looking back on my entries of who i used to be from time to time...and other times, my own writing and pain disgusts me. it's strange...yet feels so normal. i've moved on in so many ways so even though i love this place for ... Read More

if you're living, if you're breathing...you got something to say ~matthew west

Sun, 27 Jan 2008 23:17:28 -0600

Living…or just Existing? Splashing into a sea Of hopeful writing… Chasing after dreams Far beyond my reach… Treading the trail Towards peaceful serenity… Shattering the lies Running through my mind… Embracing the solace Thought forever lost… Capturing t... Read More

swallowing this hurt, making it lie down ~krystal meyers

Wed, 23 Jan 2008 19:20:10 -0600

"image is overrated...if it washes off in the rain. you know you gotta go deeper...to go against the grain" ~krystal meyers my anger got the better of me...and i had to write. no matter how much hw i am putting off right now. i think this is way more important to get out. i just realized that, no matter what i do...they will never like what i... Read More

no matter how deep and dark the trail goes, HE knows... ~lindsey kane

Fri, 18 Jan 2008 20:40:16 -0600

"i see you standing there, with your eyes cast down. i see you drowning in the pain. i see you wondering, looking so afraid. trying to disguise the shame..." ~lindsey kane "i know you're past the point of breaking into pieces...i know you feel, like there's no reason even worth this...and when you cry, the tears that fall don't even touch your p... Read More

i am a mystery, i am a locked room in a tall tower ~brooke fraser

Thu, 10 Jan 2008 19:41:03 -0600

my life is a puzzle right now, a mystery. there's no other way to describe the confusion i feel right now. and as cliche and redundant as those phrases are...i realize why they are what they are...because it's true. it's relevant. it's me. and that is all…... Read More

you know i keep on keeping on believing ~brandon heath

Sat, 05 Jan 2008 00:33:22 -0600

the past three days have been busy but great. as much as i'd like to just sit and relax...i love being busy with babysitting and such as well. kids are the most amazing thing in the world...and i love every minute i get to spend with them. wed. i babysat the girls, raegan and laniey. we had fun as usual with singing hannah montana, watching hann... Read More

my heart is torn, just in knowing...you'll someday see the truth from lies ~plumb

Tue, 01 Jan 2008 00:17:05 -0600

it's a new year now...and all night i had been thinking...so what!? really, what's the big deal. it's just another month, another day. or maybe it is a big deal and every day should be celebrated as much, as a new day...for new resolutions. this day will be better than the last, rather than this year will be better than last. but then i suppose i'v... Read More

i need some time...some time to think ~plumb

Mon, 31 Dec 2007 01:40:27 -0600

actually....i think i've been thinking too much lately...about writing among other things...but let's focus on writing. and how i haven't been doing enough of it. it's hard to see the effects at first, but now...i am simply going crazy. to say the least. i'm so caught up in capturing a "moment" or a "memory" that i have lost what writing did for... Read More

when the pain came back again...like a bitter friend... ~brandon heath

Sun, 16 Dec 2007 21:02:02 -0600

i'm sick of this place already...i want to go back to school now. i just came home wed. night...and i want to go back. i still have 3 weeks left here. 3 whole weeks... this blog will center on an incident between my father and i. something i think about often, well i used to. now the memory fades in and out in the back of my mind when people ask... Read More

these memories have overtaken me ~seventh day slumber

Sat, 08 Dec 2007 14:26:21 -0600

another long lost memory caught in the depths of my mind... christmas break, i can't recall how many years ago. but in an attempt to not be so afraid and alone, i call morgan to see if she wants to hang out...but she's too busy for me. i can't blame her, i'm no fun, especially at this low point in my life. the pain fills my being once again. ... Read More