so this week so far, has been alot more fun and alot less babysitting...kinda...i mean i've still been hanging around kids but not really babysitting much...and it all started with spending the new year with michelle and her kids..and then the other ppl who came over...like cali and baby rylie...

tuesday i went over devon's house and we headed to chuck e cheese..her two kids taylor and carson went with and the two kids she babysits went with...and then one of her other friends from church and her kids came too. it was alot of fun. and after that i just hung out at her house for awhile.

then when i came home, i called michelle cause she had told me i could come spend the night at her house so she told me to come by at 9:30 if that wasn't too late. so i took a little nap and then called cameron back, cause she had called..and we talked until i had to leave for michelle's. i got to michelle's and her kids were in bed sleeping already, her husband was getting ready to go to work....around 11:30 blake wakes up and so michelle has to rock him back to sleep...so i got on the net for awhile...then when blake is finally asleep again michelle and i just sat around til 2 in the morning talking..and it was nice, kinda like old times..she was telling me about certain decisions she's having to make and things that are going on and i dunno..it made me feel good, like she's really a friend because she's telling me all this...and i get to say what i think about it too..and she listens to me. ahh..how i only wish it wasn't so late and that moments like that could last...much better than being at home..anyways we go to bed and only get 5 hrs. of sleep cause riley has school the next day....after we drop riley off, she had to take her dog to the vet...then bring the dog home, pick riley back up from school and then we went to take riley to his horse therapy place...and it was really interesting to watch. but blake was starting to get tired and kept whining because he didn't get enough sleep the night before....after that we went to wendy's...and so i had a vanilla frosty for lunch cause i hate the food they have there...and ummm...then we went to a few stories to look for a barn for blake...oh yah, we went to toys r us..that was lots of fun...great store...and then back to michelle's. i had to leave cause i was supposed to babysit that night for jennifer.

i headed over to jennifer's and amanda was being bad again...she's been this way for awhile now...so her mom left and she starting screaming and crying about how she wanted her mommy back....how she wanted her mommy to give her a bath, read her books, brush her teeth, put her to bed...but once i gave jacob a bath and got her in...all of the sudden it seemed like she just started being all nice to me again...i think it was the silly songs i started singing..and she had some silly ones she was teaching me as well..but it made the rest of the night easier with her being good and nice to me again...like she used to. i got jacob to sleep and then got her in bed right before the parents came home. jennifer was relieved that amanda was good for me because of how she acted last time...so anyways it was a long fun day for me...then i had to come back home.

today i went to preschool and had fun..then came home and ate lunch while watching gilmore girls and fell asleep on the couch. i slept for hours too..which is pretty funny since i got like 8 hrs. of sleep last night..and my mom was taking christmas decorations down and moving all around the living room while i was sleeping. i think i slept for like 3 hrs. straight...or maybe more...i dunno how i'll sleep tonight....i won't.

then when i finally got up and ate dinner, my mom and i went for a walk with a lady down the street..actually she is the mom of the girl lora that is getting married in march. she's gonna to be the first one of my friends to get married..haha...but we're not really close friends or anything...just friends from childhood..ahh brings back so many memories..i've been thinking about that alot lately.

anyways being busy has kept me from thinking of other things...things i shouldn't think about..and things i should think about...things i shouldn't do..and things i should...but i figure, while things are good..why go there? it will all come crashing down soon enough...why make it sooner than it has to be...?