i went to aerobics again yesterday cause it's at church on tues. and thurs. i didn't tell my mom where i was going, just left. i don't know why..just didn't..it's not like it's a big secret or anything. blah. i'm just that way. "bye, i'm leaving" "where ya going?" "out" and that's it..so anyways i got there and more ppl i knew were there. val was there and so was jen...cause she's in a small group with the lady who teaches the aerobics class..2 other ladies from their small group was there too, one of which i've talked with alot lately. so it's kinda weird cause i got all these adults who are kinda my friends. i mean they say hi..they talk to me..i watch their kids..and now i'm going to aerobics with them. i was even told i was going to the easter pageant with em.."as an adult" not being a kid with the kids..hehe..so one of em asked who was going to watch the kids then if i was going to hang out with them..which i thought was so funny, and jen said it's on your own babysitting. so i don't know when they plan on going but they say i am...

anyways, things have been going pretty good lately. the girl's retreat was great. i had alot of fun, even though they put makeup on me and painted my nails, which by the way, i was done scraping it off my nails yesterday. yah, we don't have nail polish remover and i didn't wanna go get any. but when i got back home my parents were fighting..and that continued. and then i got into it with my dad but i ended up calling val before i made myself get all into this depressed funk that i can get into to and so she told me to come over and made me talk about it..which i hate to do..but in the end it's good to just talk about how frustrating my dad can be and stuff. i remember she kept telling me how she can see the changes i've made, she can see things are getting better and that this was just satan's way of trying to attack me and get me down after i finally had a good weekend. i felt alot better after that and when i watched her put her kids to bed they had a case of the giggles...they could not stop laughing about nothing. so that got me laughing and i loved that.

blah. so i've had alot of hw lately. the last math team test was yesterday. and today it was so warm outside...it felt so good. but to bad i had to much hw so i had to be inside doing it. only problem is, that got me on the net and well..not much hw was getting done...or is getting done atm.

so for some reason i just starting thinking about joan of arcadia and how much i miss it..and i've been seaching for pix of it and info about when the second season is supposed to be on dvd. i found the girl who played her, amber tamblyn, wrote a book of poems, it might be interesting to read, and i was just looking to see if she's making any new movies and such. but, geeze, i miss joan of arcadia so much and i wish they would've kept it on. i might have to watch my season 1 dvds again soon. haha i was looking on ebay and i found a pillowcase with joan on it...pretty funny eh?

so what else have i been doing besides hw? well this girl in calculus today knows i made the guy in front of her a myspace so she asked me to make her one too..which i did...i also brought the biblezine michelle gave me awhile back to school and read it when i wasn't doing anything..cause i have so much free time sometimes...that i could be doing my hw then, but i've been reading books so i decided to bring something else to read...um, physics we were lighting food on fire to burn the calories out of it and try to see if we can calculate it using a formula. our answers were way off. guess it really didn't work well. school's so boring. i can’t wait for it to be over with.

anyways i don't know what else i was going to write about...there's just too much i guess...i need to get off and work on hw though. i've been on almost 3 hrs. straight. whooops!