rayleas Aeonity Blog

Lassitude

Sat, 06 Mar 2004 12:57:28 -0600

The play last night was good... considering the lack of rehearsals and productivity. There wasn't as much energy flowing through the cast, however, and we weren't as "into it" as beforehand. But one of the male leads finally learned all of his lines, so that's one relief that was much needed. The audience was small, but ardent, and the overall r... Read More

Pestilential

Tue, 02 Mar 2004 19:17:01 -0600

Today was a lovely day, perhaps the first hint of springtime... Blue sky, chirping birds, comforting rays of sunlight. But a looming black cloud, once seemingly inessential, loomed in the distance. And, before too long, it rained. Nature provides for the best unintended metaphors. I wish I didn't disgust myself. Is it normal be filled with... Read More

Subitaneous Strife

Sat, 28 Feb 2004 08:38:49 -0600

I hate being in trouble. See, we got off school yesterday because of this blasted snow/ice, and I spent the day with my neighbors and one of their friends... a guy who I just happen to be enamored with. Later that night, someone brought a bit of alcohol and we all ingurgitated. Since I hadn't had eaten anything that day besides a few strawberri... Read More

Admitted Abnegation

Thu, 26 Feb 2004 16:28:47 -0600

*poof* I edited out my lame attempt at insightful poetry. :P ... Read More

No Euphemism for Annihilation

Sat, 21 Feb 2004 07:02:45 -0600

In the past month, I have witnessed the cessation of my aunt, my cat, and, now, my great uncle. It's not like it was unexpected... He was diagnosed with a brain tumor more than six months ago. But now he's gone, and I regret that I didn't spend any more time with him while he was around. It's funny, that now he is dead, I have discovered what an... Read More

Remorse

Thu, 19 Feb 2004 17:33:26 -0600

I'm sorry I haven't been posting regularly. I'm sorry I have been busy with my own life and unreceptive to your feelings. I'm sorry I vociferatied to my sister. I'm sorry I waste my time. I'm sorry I am withdrawn and monastic. I'm sorry I cry for myself, but not for you. I'm sorry I walked away when I knew I should have stayed. I'm sorry I c... Read More

Unobjectionable Yours, Rachel

Thu, 12 Feb 2004 14:42:17 -0600

In the past few days, my life has been... busy. Very busy, though behooving all the same. And I welcome the alacrity, knowing that it is good for me to get away from the lonely bare walls enclosing me in this house. I mean, I shouldn't gripe and complain about my home, for it is nicer than most and I'm thankful to live in it. But still... any p... Read More

Ebullient

Sun, 08 Feb 2004 19:46:34 -0600

As cliche as New York City is, with the "I heart NY" shirts and Times Square and The Big Apple... I love it. Of the last 4 days, I spent 2.5 in the car and the remaining 1.5 days, a mere 36 hours, having more fun than I could imagine. Perhaps not that much fun, but jubliance nevertheless. However, my step-cousin had more fun... Tritely de... Read More

Nutritional Disgruntlement

Tue, 03 Feb 2004 16:49:07 -0600

My nutritionist is an absolute whackjob. So meticulous, so exact, everything particular and concise. All this time, I was thinking of myself as a model perfectionist... but this lady foils the free spirit out of me. All of a sudden, I really don't want this pruny lady to tell me what to eat. I don't want six servings of whole grains a day nor t... Read More

Congenial

Fri, 30 Jan 2004 14:19:15 -0600

The four snow days off from school were rejuvenating, but the anxious thirst of attempt has yet to be satiated. And it appears as though it never will be... So there's high school, an overrated illusion of a purely fickle life. You work hard, forcing yourself to get the best grades, the best clothes, the best sports record, the best social calen... Read More