things sure have changed
Date: Feb 16th, 2007 6:54:59 pm - Subscribe
Mood: dull

i had no idea a person could change so much. i really regret sending that email...but i felt provoked.

i just want things over with and resolved.

maybe a hug too.

and to curl up in a ball and never wake up.

well...maybe to wake up to a hug and some comfort.
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here i stay
Date: Feb 9th, 2007 3:37:32 pm - Subscribe
Mood: complete

so im staying in Oklahoma.

i found a job at the Santa Fe Cattle Co. down a watiress...i start on monday.

i can't believe i did it.

i guess everyone is disappointed in me.

except for me.

i'm proud of myself. i'm proud that i have the balls to do what i'm doing.

i don't think there is anything wrong with that.
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"like where i grew up"?????
Date: Feb 6th, 2007 12:04:21 pm - Subscribe
Mood: bright

wow. Oklahoma is sure not what i expected it to be. But i love it!

Mostly, yeah, its flat as a fucking pancake, but kinda reminds me a little of central Minnesota...only without all the trees.

i'm extremely happy here. Everyone is friendly (with the exception of stupid drivers down me they are abnormally beyond the normal scale of stupid)

I can't wait to call this my new home!
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Date: Jan 31st, 2007 11:31:57 pm - Subscribe
Mood: natural

i'm going to OKlahoma....


hopefully it will work out

so lets be nice and cheer for me.
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the free saturday
Date: Jan 27th, 2007 7:11:04 pm - Subscribe
Mood: schizophrenic
music to listen to: carpal tunnel of love-fall out boy

who loves fall out boy??
i sure do.
angry lyrics to such catchy music.

its been one of those emotionally exhausting days....fuck...i thought i was totally over those

can't wait for the day i can go home and kick back with a beer and bitch about my day with someone who understand emotional bullshit

ever had one of those days where you should have just stayed in bed??

did you have a shit day too?

tell me about it.

i bet i can top yours
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