finding home.
Date: Aug 16th, 2008 5:56:51 pm - Subscribe
Mood: stuck
I am listening to: saosinnn.
i find myself questioning a lot of the things i've done quite lately.
just realized that what i want is not to be in love but to fall in love.
i want to feel the feeling of falling.
i miss the feeling my stomach makes when he called, or texted.
i miss those nights when i cant seem to go to sleep cause smiling is the only thing i can do and when my heart beats louder than even the earphones that are jammed in my ears.
but then i remember how all those things bring me back to this one boy.
and how i wont be able to fall in love with anyone else when he's still in my mind.
testing the water becomes harder when youre afraid that there might be sharks hiding.
it becomes harder when youre afraid that you dont get it right this time.
that maybe you have to test it in a whole different swimming pool.
or in a whole different lake.
or maybe even ocean.
"everything happens for a reason, or is that just our reason for everything that happened?"
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