Too Many to Handle
Date: Sep 9th, 2005 5:59:39 am - Subscribe
Mood: defeated
I am listening to: Fightstar - Lost Like Tears in The Rain
I seriously need to get out of my own head.
I kept telling myself that I wish I'd done the things i did in different ways. Have you ever felt like you want to turn back time to do the things youve done in the WRONG way? I am having second thoughts.
But it seems in my head that right isnt always right and winning isnt always winning. Catch my drift? Maybe no. It seems that I've done all the things I've done in the right way but I never seem to win
I am annoyed by myself.
I know people like to say that they hate themself. But I am saying this because I really do. I hate the way I give up everytime I think I cant do it. I hate the way I do everything. I'm my own biggest hater.
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femmeemo - September 11th, 2005 |
