Save Our City
It's: Aug 9th, 2008 4:21:31 pm - Subscribe
Feeling: abused
The Cabinet of Dr. Caligari: The newspaper.

So my boyfriend's being a jerk. He loves me, he says, he just doesn't want to be around me, because he doesn't like to be around anyone, and he doesn't kiss or hold me or anything because he said it's pointless, and I asked him if sex was pointless, too. He said, no, because that's pleasurable, and I said, well, kissing's pleasureable for me, it makes me happy, and if you do nothing that make me happy, why should I do anything that makes you happy? And he said, so, I've got other places to go for that, I know which parties to go to. So we're fighting right now, and I don't know I guess I'm not really going to break up with him because I'm just going to tell him that he needs to start acting like my boyfriend, or he's not gonna be my boyfriend. He needs to be my friend and take care of me, and all he does is sit at home, never comes over, never does anything with me when I go over there, finally, because he won't come and see me, so I've gotta go. Bie! :0/
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Lips of an Angel
It's: Jul 19th, 2008 1:56:39 am - Subscribe
Feeling: Abandoned and Angry.
The Cabinet of Dr. Caligari: A porcelean doll's hand.

I thought I could spend two hours with my boyfriend before he left for a week, but he blew me off last night. I asked him to come over again, the last day before he left, I get a movie both nights rented, and paid for, by me, and he blew me off again. He said he'd be there for sure the second day. Now it's 2 in the morning, and I stopped waiting too late. Not now, a long time ago. He's done this before. It's a good way to lose someone.

I haven't been this angry since he was caught drinking in school. I might have to kill him. It's a joke.
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It's: Jun 11th, 2008 1:50:23 pm - Subscribe
Feeling: Disappointed
The Cabinet of Dr. Caligari: Markers

My radio is going off with one of those eeeeeeeeeeeeeh. This has been a test of the emergency alert system. Yeah. Bie! :0D
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My hair...
It's: Jun 7th, 2008 12:09:01 am - Subscribe
Feeling: Hyperactive hyperdrive.
The Cabinet of Dr. Caligari: Toy Story

I shopeed my hair up, got ahold of some scissors and did away with over half of it. I've gotten it cut 3 times in the past month, one by my mom, and the other two were me. It looks a lot better, though, trust me. Bie! :0D
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It's: May 23rd, 2008 9:46:36 pm - Subscribe
Feeling: queasy
The Cabinet of Dr. Caligari: Benjamin Barker

I want to start cutting again. My mom's impossible. I started seeing a psychiatrist, and now everything's screwed.
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