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hi all so i havent updated in a long time but I DROPPED 13 secounds on my 500 YIPPIE!! as u can see am really happy bout that. schools been ok which is good cuz i need a good school expiernce for once but its kinda draining to do it all swimming and school so im offically had a boring weekend night all adios all Dashboard confessional "places that u come to fear the most" Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself And covered with a perfect shell Such a charming, beautiful exterior Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes Perfect posture, but you're barely scraping by But you're barely scraping by This is one time, this is one time That you can't fake it hard enough to please everyone Or anyone at all...or anyone at all And the grave that you refuse to leave The refuge that you've built to flee The places that you've come to fear the most It's the place that you have come to fear the most Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself And hidden in the public eye Such a stellar monument to loneliness Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes Perfect make-up, but you're barely scraping by But you're barely scraping by... Well this is one time, well this is one time That you can't fake it hard enough to please everyone Or anyone at all...or anyone at all And the grave that you refuse to leave The refuge that you've built to flee The places that you've come to fear the most It's the place that you have come to fear the most And you can't fake it hard enough to please everyone Or anyone at all..or anyone at all And the grave that you refuse to leave The refuge that you've built to flee The places that you've come to fear the most It's the place that you've come to fear the most It's the place that you have come to fear the most love that song |
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Mood: misunderstood music pick: Dashboard confessional-Places that youve come to fear the most |
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so so yesterday was super fun i love marshmellos... YOU ALL SHUT UP!!!! yes and the gossip was nice to i love gossip mostly cuz im a horrible person. but those were mean people ok got it? went to amanda ys party today where there was much eating. i guess that was really awkward cuz i dont really llike anyone their so it was weird plus liz wrote a arrie/ danie quote on mandas bed SIGH... oh well night all |
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so i guess i should update even though its gonna be a really short update cuz shcool and swimming are both a bitch. ok report due monday shit swim meet sat shit school fun socially wise though so whatev |
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Role model Do this, dont do that Dress like this,darks out llights in I wont be swung, I wont betray me I thought you understood Your words stung me more then you know Im part dark, I cant fake me Why did you turn out to be another posser? Im the shit you say Look no one can feel the dark like me why cant their be some light? I can believe your fake you always were. rolemodels come and go but can I be saved? Ive been twisted Should I try to be all light? Im not going down the dark way But you dont feel so im not like you. by. Ariel Katherine Sangster so theirs some more crappy poetry. i guess right now im working to figure things out and mostly i think i am. im gonna remember the good and toss the bad. but thinking about the rain i think im wiping my slate new again for another year yippie im acatully kinda excited and im not makeing the same mistakes |
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so even though practice was totally hard i think im ok with swimmin now i think ive actaully come to terms with it. i think that when i was working my self to the edge i just kinda felt good and relized that yeah im doing something good to my body not bad. i dont know y ive hated it so much this year but all i know is that yes i did sux on my first meet it was bad. tonight was nice went to the mall hung out for 2 hours listnened to some ok but sorta crappy bands and......PLAYED DANCE DANCE REVOULTION...all though i suxed it was super fun. i saw some people that i havent seen in a while and to all those i lurve u lol "i can be a little cold but u can be so cruel but i had u fooled enough to take me on" |
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1. go pee after dryland 2.dont go pee in middle of set even if gonna explode 3.wear contacts so are not blind mouse who knows nothing did car wash today played in wal mart danced to dancing with myself. and looked for my movie. ws ok i suppose. i think thats about it. today was ok thought got majorly bored towards the end and sstarted taking pictures that were random i like them. even if they are weird. gwen is always intertaining ahhh but my great uncle knows caliena thats funny. well should go am shopping tommrow. and going to mandas bday party. hopefully get wild crazy clothes arrie |
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ahg today was the family reunion and blah diddy dah. i had fun i was on the weener tehehehe i rode it and it was bouncy lol. that was fun though i almmost fell off and had to bite my tongue before i utter some choice swear words in the presence of little kids. i also fell out of the tree. im drugged up and i can still feel it everywhere. i guess my eyes rolled back after i fell and i couldnt brethe but i feel awfull right now so i dont really feel like writing now. |
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ahhhh so these past days at jes cabin was awssome and the grandparents are awsome. i love my girls thehehehe we drove up and blasted music and manda held her middle finger up for a whole mile. then we got their and we fished which was awsome and manda got a huge large mouth bass that she was a bit scared of. we also went berry picking but it was pretty much jes pickin berrys and us whaching her. and their was comps which alothough its yummy mexican was not nesciarrly a good thing. i could try listning quotes but i cant think right now. so i will put them with the pics when i get un lazy and post them. got clothes it was yummy........ have nothing else |
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tongiht was nice first me and anna hung then we attmpeted to whach bridget jones diary which is not as good as the book. today is the last day i can shave im gonna cry!!!!!! i also went driving around with trisha and anna which was fun. even when we saw the cop and we had to quickly turn down the music and screech to a halt slower. as we peeled down the road we burned rubber and it smelt awful and we might have broke trishas breaks not of the good. then we whatched Cruel Intentions. GOOD MOVIE!!!!! It was sad though and dark and sexy and DAMN he was HOT!!!!! and gosh she was evil but in the end i felt bad for her and then i was like she reminds me of someone....... so me and anna were discusing about how i always cry all the time to everything. she was like i have the rights to your first break up.. with food and such. and then she was like u are gonna be a mess. sigh shes right though, especially if its "him" anyways still excited night! i want to save u- soco "she cried herself to sleep but she don't dare then she wants to be a model she wants to hear she's beautiful she's beautiful i want to save you i want to save you i need you save me too i want to save you" |
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life has been ok did a barnum fair whach horse race yesterday was fun cuz i ate myself silly yum. today i went house shoping and i really like one of the houses it was cute house ...and bigger i dont know today was boring and im tired im so glad im getting away for awhile i think i need it. i think we all do for our diffrent reasons plus i love the gals. tommrows a day im also getting away im gonna go veg at annas its somthing i need cuz homes just been depressing lately. amanda has addicted me to something corporate. yippie more semi depressin music!!!!! Punk Rock Princess Lyrics by something corporate Maybe when the room is empty, maybe when the bottles full, maybe when the door gets broke down love can break in. Maybe when I'm done with thinking, maybe you can think me whole, maybe when I'm done with endings this can begin. If you could be my punk rock princess I could be your garage band king. You could tell me why you just don't fit in and how you're 'gonna be something. If I could be your first real heartache I would do it over again. If you could be my punk rock princess, I would be your heroine. Maybe when your hair gets darker, maybe when your eyes get wide, maybe when the walls are smaller there will be more space. Maybe when I'm not so tired, maybe you could step inside, maybe when I look for things that I can't replace. I never though you'd last, I never dreamed you would. You watch your life go past, you wonder if you should. |
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im hyper...... i cant wait for wens!! oh oh oh i have not bloggged on this in awhile and this isnt making sense i am sick i will write no more |
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ahh as i predicted it was very cold at my cabin. but being the dumb type person that i am i went tubbing anyways. it was ok the first day, well it was untell i fell in and froze my ass off. but that night was so gorgouse it was like a picture in cut out ice. it was clear and peacefull and sharp edged all at the same time. because my family are loons we all went out on the boat about 10 30 and just sat their staring up at the stars in the middle of the lake and whatched the meteors or as i call them falling stars. it was so gorgouse!!!!!!! i sat their incased in all of my blankets listning to my headphones. I saw 3 falling stars and i am saddened to say im the type of girl that wishs on falling stars. the only bad part was at 12 30 when we were done i was frozen solid. swimming tommrow i am really not looking forward to it. |
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today was ok sat around did nothing...(such is my life) then i went shopping with amanda that was fun but i couldnt quite bring myself to buy anything although i had seen a ton of things i liked im like that its annoying. i was reading fanfic today and it made me think about people and things y the hell do we always need a "happy ending" if someone loses their eye sight how do they get it back, it wouldnt happen in real life and its dumb. on the other hand who wants to write a cheessy story on how they adjusted to their eyesight its just so motivational. sometimes i wish i could just read an all around dark story. Y does everything have to be good y cant we have some dark violence in the storys. anyways im one of the week people that prefer a happy ending but i dont exactly have to have one i suppose. im leaving for cabin for the rest of this weekend hope it actually breaks 70 degrees or will cry. i dont wannna be huddled in some cornor shiviring to death. well peace out arrie |
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today was boring but not awfull. we went through all are old books and stuff and figured out which ones we wanted to give away to the swim team rummage sale. it was kinda fun i mostly slept today. |
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Laika Black Cat Bone lyrics must have been the devil who changed my mind must have been the wind blowing not me crying half the joy of leaving was the space I left behind now I'm back, angelheaded holloweyed placed myself at the eye of the storm just didn't see the signpost to scorn the blue sky wrinkled through my tears then darkness grounded all my fears I gave him my sugar; he switched it for salt should have seen him coming that's always my fault rocks for my pillow and sand for my bed for better or worse I left him for dead but two rivers to each other run words that shook me like the kick of a gun had something in my heart ain't got no name turned out he felt the same ain't it lonesome, ain't it sad I was the only happiness he ever had by Indian River the vows were said in a red devil's dress I was wed bitch's baby round lady came to me in a dream then lightning struck and thunder roared and nothing was as it seemed a two-headed doctor walked on the water and buried a lemon outside my door he turned and laughed, threw up his hands when I asked him what it was for he sang 'ships in the ocean rocks in the sea, blond-headed woman made a fool outta me' then everything went crazy my shoes filled with blood the water rose the wind did howl the river looked ready to flood I left my man asleep to drown and ran without looking back around ring the bells of mercy send the sinnerman home the keys to the kingdom are lost and gone and I'm left to die alone all these girls grown old now all that long hair in the grave realize what's done is done it's far too late to be saved today was a lazy day went to movie with trisha, anna and petie... had armrest fight with anna all in all ok day |
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so today i went school supply shopping blick back to school. its something that i both am looking forward to and dreading at the same time. but for me summers over when swimming starts. swimming is the same old 3 hour workout everyday and this year its gonna be harder cuz guess what im gonnna be on varsity. speaking of things i dont wanna do trying out for lsyc next i think that its gonna be like getting stiches without novacane. im trying to think a really good excuse so i wont have to llike hmm "i cant talk" or something i gotta work on those excuses my brains all taped out today hung out with the gals again that was some laughing times. all i must say is the couisons are ALIKE. now im sitting at home looking at my face and going y with the waterproof makeup now im gonna wake up and its gonna be all goopy and im gonna cry and i look like some freak with patchs of makeup all over the place no matter how hard i scrub. anyways im all taped out of my writing motivation... even though this is the longest blog i have written i like forever quite proud of myself actaully. -arrie |
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so yes today was lazy day cleaned my room got pissed at my mother went out for pizza went to caribou with the gals to spy on the hot guy working their i have a endless boring life. i also went to the library thrils and chills well nothing else arrie |
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ugh so computer totally died and now it is fixed yippie for small wonders. actaully its the green one thats finnally fixed not my white one. only downside is i can only use it on the kitchen table which is not of the fun. so whats up ive been kinda outta of the loop of late. i miss u all but dont feel like writing. tommrow no doubt me and mel are gonna play beuty parlor a bit scared and a bit excited. |