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So yeah i havent blogged in quite a while. Nothin really to blog about. Currently im just sittin here drinkin my strawberry daquiri and thats about it. Just bored out of my eyes ya know, the usual. Ryan- Good News is my brothers doing great., Bad News is he just got his court date. I swear he just cant win. Hopefully he wont go to jail. He probably will though. Other than that he appears to be doing quite well. He even has an awesome girlfriend. Well today he went and had the tests done to see if the kid his x girlfriend has is his, they say we wont know results until a month or so. I really hope its not his. I mean there is WAY too much stuff going on in his life. He doesnt need anything else to happen to him. Me- As for me im doin pretty good. I decided that i am not going to take my psycho meds anymore. Why? Well im sick of the headaches, dizzy spells, ect. Im just sick of it all. And why should i take them when im feeling pretty good. Nothing too bad has happened in quite a while so whats the point of taking stuff thats just going to make me feel like shit. The only problem with not taking the meds is that my moods are going CRAZY i mean one second im happy the next im sad and then im extremely pissed off and dont even know why and then im sick and then i feel fine and then im starving and then im full and its SOOO ANNOYING. But im sure that it will go away soon. Hopefully i dont drive my friends and boyfriend crazy bc im like this. hell i drive myself insane so why wouldnt i drive you insane. but im feeling pretty good other than the headaches. I swear i can never stop eating though, im always hungry. The meds i used to take made it so i was barely hungry but since im not taking them im always starving. (i used to be always hungry b4 i took the meds, its just annoying) Job- well tomorrow is my last day working for OPS. Its sad but it was going to happen soon anyway. I had to quit bc i am moving soon and didnt want to waste the gas on a poor paying job. but it was doin what i love so it sucks that im not workin there anymore. Living- it seems as if i live at georges house right now. Of course i dont ACTUALLY live there but im ALWAYS there and i stay there EVERY night. Its cool with me though. Its hard to sleep at home. Within the next 2 weeks i want to move to lansing with george and kyle. George already has a job lined up.I seem to be the only one who is actually looking for a house/apartment. I keep printing off papers full of house information on a variety of places. But no luck so far. I found one place that i think i like. I called and left a voice mail. Hopefully they will get back to me soon. Ill try calling again tomorrow after work. Job- I cant get a job until i move. I have an opportunity but i wont be able to know for sure until i move that is. So if anyone knows of any good jobs for college kids around Lansing then send me some info. yeah like thats gonna happen but i figured id say it anyway School- i paid for my college myself. Drained a huge 2000$ hole in my bank account doing so but it had to be done. I start LCC on august 25th, cant wait yet wish i had more time. Its kind of exciting, in a here we go again sort of way George- Its been a little over a year that we've been together, and its great. everything is going well, i love him. and thats about all i can think of so far mmk time to watch degrassi anyone want to go to a movie with me saturday, doesnt matter what movie -over- -heather |