salanderhs Aeonity Blog

Living Life Sideways

Wed, 12 Jul 2006 07:22:23 -0500

Wednesday, July 12, 2006 Living Life Sideways Current mood: Amused, Tired, Bored, In pain, calm, hyper, crazy, Category: Blogging saw a movie today, made me think alot. what would life be like if i replayed it? am i really happy with how its turned out? well yes and no. i mean i think about the friends ive made, the parties ive be... Read More

Update and a few recent blogs that i posted elsewhere

Wed, 12 Jul 2006 07:19:58 -0500

so yeah i have been posting blogs on my myspace so thats why this isnt updated. i will post the a few recent or close enough so you have a feel of how everything is going. btw my brother is doing great now, ^-^ ----------------- Friday, June 16, 2006 So here i am, or more or less there im not. Current mood: discontent Category: Blogg... Read More

Life... still sucks but its not bad

Sun, 21 Aug 2005 16:49:07 -0500

So yeah i havent blogged in quite a while. Nothin really to blog about. Currently im just sittin here drinkin my strawberry daquiri and thats about it. Just bored out of my eyes ya know, the usual. Ryan- Good News is my brothers doing great., Bad News is he just got his court date. I swear he just cant win. Hopefully he wont go to jail. He proba... Read More

Im torn apart inside ...heh... and you actually expect me to function... what a joke that is.

Mon, 11 Jul 2005 21:46:36 -0500

Well shit, thats about the only way i can think of to start all this off. hmm where to begin...well i guess ill start with my brother so yeah hopefully things are goin better for everyone else. I swear they will never be better for me. or my brother for that fact. So he decided to go out drinking and hit a tree. His car is totaled and basically ... Read More

Moving on in Life...

Wed, 22 Jun 2005 21:26:42 -0500

Ive been thinkin about this whole moving thing. Im nervous. Me, george(boyfriend) and his friend kyle are moving to the lansing/grand ledge area. We are going to try to find another person to move in with us. I dont even know this guy kyle, he seems cool though for the whole 2 hours i spent with him. Living with him, i dont know how that will go, i... Read More

2 entries: Well this one is for George. > I hate when i fuck up.

Mon, 13 Jun 2005 04:26:36 -0500

1. Title: Well this one is for George. 1. Mood: Calm, with a Huge Headache. Is that possible? Hello Lover This blog was created just for you. First off I wanted to tell you I Love You -just so he cant say "i never said that" i just thought i would mention that i dont remember his exact words, just the general context-. This is w... Read More

Thinkin ... As Usual

Fri, 10 Jun 2005 00:02:02 -0500

I swear i feel so damn emo these days. I dont even know the meaning of happiness unless im with George. I have to go put on a show for people to make them think im happy just so they will leave me alone, sad isnt it. Im always feeling like complete shit. Im not doing a very good job at hiding it either. I guess i just dont want to have to hide anym... Read More

My Anger & Hitting Problem

Thu, 09 Jun 2005 21:48:42 -0500

Thursday, June 09, 2005 I know I have an anger problem and I want to do something about it. i cant even refrain from hurting myself, yeah at least ive made a HUGE accomplishment by stopping cutting but i never stopped hitting things. I just get so upset or mad that it drives me insane and i just start hitting things, harder and harder until bl... Read More

Im sick of these bad dreams - make them go away

Thu, 09 Jun 2005 21:47:47 -0500

Monday, June 06, 2005 They seem to be comming more often now. I used to dream all the time then suddenly they stopped. When i started taking my sleeping medicine i would have a variety of dreams each night. Then i quit taking the meds and they went away but now they are back again. I love to dream. Dreaming is an escape from reality. The dreams... Read More

So this is my life, i dont want to hurt anymore.

Mon, 06 Jun 2005 18:43:50 -0500

Wednesday, June 01, 2005 Id rather not put anything personal on here but i just really need someone to talk to and nobody around so i figured id be stupid and type here instead. ---i have a hard time staying on topic--- ♠ Ok so ive been kinda off again lately. There is alot of family issues going on. Im really worried about my brother, hes... Read More