The count UP
Date: May 31st, 2010 5:28:05 am - Subscribe
Mood: alluring
Music:: Hostels & brothels - The wonder years
okay
so my track record so far....
5 matthews
5 basketballers
4 skater boys
3 singers
3 guitarists
3 rugby players
2 footy boys
2 rowers
1 drummer
1 dj
1 academic
thats all i can think of so far.
all the guys i've dated or had a relationship with.
i do believe there is a rather wide veriety. :P
for the last 8 weeks i've got at least one number every week and friday night is usually date night :)
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Memory Of You
Date: May 31st, 2010 4:59:21 am - Subscribe
Mood: MIA
Music:: yellowcard
Cold and lonely on the floor
let the bruises sink to your core
the secrets are in a place
that are just too dark for her to face
Scars from the past and bruises from the present
her self esteem and self wroth begins to descent
she'd lost all hope and desire
everyone she loved has turned into a liar
disheartened and abandoned she becomes a waif
she turns to drugs she’s no longer safe
her heart beat is normal and then races
she becomes a person of many faces
now she’s dying there nothing left to do
but wait until her pain of this is through
until her life leaves her body, the rumours forever true
she will stay forever haunted with the memory of you
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Your Heart, My Hand
Date: May 31st, 2010 12:27:19 am - Subscribe
Mood: heart bursting with love
Music:: blood - the middle east
I couldn't help but share this. The hand holding onto the little boys is my brothers. I haven't seen him in months. He's always away. I miss him. This photo captured my heart.
I think my brother is amazing.
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5 minutes
Date: May 30th, 2010 11:15:34 am - Subscribe
Mood: starving for attention
its 11:11. make a wish.
i wish that i wasn't five minutes away from falling apart.
can anybody help me? make me feel alive?
"You kiss me like an overdramatic actor who's starving for work,
with one last shot to make it happen."
the emptiness is overwhelming. how do people live like this?
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catch 22
Date: May 30th, 2010 9:37:36 am - Subscribe
Mood: scared
this is getting ridiculous. i cant keep stalking him like this. it was a week of nothing. i felt nothing. why do i care? is it because i know that it was my cynicism that ruined everything?
is it because i know he would have treated me right and im not used to that? what is it? why am i so jealous of her? they've never met. she lives in another country. i think that maybe my heart is aching for something i never had. i want to say "i love you." i want to mean it. but its so mother fucking scary. it means that you will begin to put that other person above everything. and what if they cant do the same for you? you crash and burn. im tired of crashing and burning but im so sick of being numb. so numb.
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