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Hey there Everyone. School was today, first day. Ofcourse I didn't fucking like it obviously. But I want to make the best of things. I'm really not proud of myself, and being with Mom makes me feel worse. Smoked too much weed today. Must cut back. Must cut back. I'm determed to do somewhat good this year...Anyways Have a sweet girl in my homeroom. Blazed with her. Tsk, tsk Jen. Anyways My goals are too shappen up, Be more outgoing, more positive attitude and to meet more NICE people this year. And Alas, Cut down on weed. I'm staying at my Dads for awhile. |
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Okkkay Money Plan ! 50$ 100$ Plus I'am recieving 180 from babysitting money so that would be 330$ Whoa damn I plan to spend 150$ On clothes I stupidly wasted 50$ my mom gave me last week on shit. Sooo Heres My goal for me Don't buy a large amount of weed, until I get another good payment of money. Hahaha |
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Alright, So right now I'm in love with Jared Leto. I think he's apsolutly amazing. Mygod he's like a visual orgasem.! HA. This song is called Was it a dream-By 30 Seconds To Mars. Amazing, Amazing, Amazing Band. If this is where I'll hide It was built deep inside Yeah I'm a selfish bastard But at least I'm not alone My intentions never change What I want still stays the same And I know what I should do Is understand myself Was it a dream? Was it a dream? Is this the only evidence that proves A photograph of you and I Your reflection I've erased Like a thousand guns I asked today Believe me when I say goodbye forever Is for good Was it a dream? Was it a dream? Is this the only evidence that proves A photograph of you and I Was it a dream? Was it a dream? Is this the only evidence that proves A photograph of you and I (A photograph of you and I) Was it a dream? Was it a dream? Is this the only evidence that proves A photograph of you and I A photograph of you and I A photograph of you and I |
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Form Real Time Data Checks Using AJAX by FrosT Introduction Filling out forms has always been a pain in the butt throughout the history of the internet. I always hated filling out a form to figure out when I hit the "submit" button I had an error and whoops! The form was erased. Than you beat your computer for 5 minutes and than go back to filling out the form hopefully right this time. Well I ask you this, why do a Postback to check data when you can check it as the user fills out the form. In this article I will be describing ways to use AJAX for error checking purposes and putting this technology of Javascript and XML to good use. What Needs to be Checked? Before we go anywhere we need to ask ourselves, what form fields need to be checked? We may want to check all fields, including optional, or we may want to just check the required and do nothing with the optional fields. First you need to figure out what needs to be checked before being entered into a DB. For example, a date field would probably need to be checked for correct formatting and making sure it is a valid date. Password Form Checking Logic Alright here is an example, in words, on how to setup a data check using AJAX on a Password input box. First we need all the AJAX code, too bad I will not provide any. Do research. I will provide logic, you must do the code. Sorry folks. After that there are many different ways to setup the check. If JavaScript is powerful enough for you to verify a password than hey that works, simply use the onkeypress event to check it every step of the way. If that will not due for many reasons here is how AJAX would help you out. Create the form with the password fields. Next apply the AJAX connect code. Now create a file and call it something like ajax_passwordchk.php. Inside this file will be your logic for checking a password. Now on the input box's for the password field do an onBlur. When they leave the text field the onBlur event will call up the javascript ajax and send the field data to the PHP file. The PHP file will do the checks you define and return a string, a value or something that you can than use to either alert the user that their password is too weak, or does not match the check password field and than send them back to the password box. Using this logic you can create a pretty cool little check. If you wanted to you could do the onkeypress that updates a label to the side of the password box that tells the user in real-time if the password is too weak, ok, strong, or very strong. If you really go out of your way you can even make suggestions right there given the password they entered. For instance if they used "toilet" you could suggest "t0!l3T" to beef up the password. Ending Notes There is the logic that can be used to create a real-time password check on a form using AJAX and PHP. I am sorry no code is provided, there are reasons I will not provide code on blogs, the main reason is my blog is not for showing off code that is what a website is for. Sorry folks, no free code from this blog. If you would like custom code feel free to contact me for a price at frost [-at-] aeonity [-dot-] com. |
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Mood: unknown yes: ajax, programming, javascript, password, code, php, technology, xml, submit, form, check, data, logic |
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These past couple of days have made me realize that shit happens. It could have been a milliontimes worse. It was not all my fault that what happend on Friday. I know what I fucking did wrong, and that I made a crappy decision. I can't run away from my problems. This town is a fucking SHITHOLE. People have nothing better to do than to judge one and other, and talk shit. They can all fuck off. I hope this will pass. I don't like people saying/thinking bad shit about me. I'm better than that, and I know it. Noone knows me better than I know myself. I need to get to know myself better. I deserve better. I need to be better within myself, and to stop treating my body like a theme park. . xox |
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You lay there shaking, with your comforter wrapped around your swelling body. The wounds just won't heal, your body aches for the thrist of more. The sun has just risen, but yet again I wish It didn't. I sometimes wish the sun would never come up, and that we could just sleep forever, not having to feel. Maybe thats what people fear. k, I'm not too sure what I wrote up there. But Its a start, to something. |
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Why do I even bother with life Why do I even bother with breathing Why do I even bother with living. Why would I even bother with this. Someone cut my circulation off please. Fuck this. |
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I'm very frustrated, annoyed and kinda fed-up. I really want to go to VICTORIA, Too see some really great people. My parents said I could go down for a day. That doesn't give me hardely much time atal to hang out with anyone. I was thinking about a Youth Hostels. The chances of them saying yes are very low. I feel like screaming haha but I won't, Cause I will get nothing out of that. For god sakes! Its the last week of SUMMER. I'm trying to be a good girl, not get in shit, and follow the rules, and maybe, just maybe they will consider it. My god. hahahaha. |
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Fucking community worker made me angry today. I don't even like mini golf. Last night was quite fucking fabulous. I hate being a leight weight, a beer and couple of shots of rum and I was buzzed. Kissed someone I shouldn't. But thats ok. Melissa is fun to party with. We were blasting sublime hahah I love Sublime. They were gunna head all the way to Harewood. But I just went home at like 10. Mom wasn't that raged as I thought she would be. I'm cutting down on weed for a bit. Be proud mother dearest! hahahaaa/ I don't understand why everyone is fucking "excited for school" Probably for the distraction of boredom, The end of summer is always kind of dull. Love. |
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Asynchronous Javascript and XML Introduction by FrosT Introduction After thinking for a long time I have found a good topic to write about. AJAX or Asynchronous Javascript and XML. AJAX is a recently acknowledged language that combines Javascript and XML into one to provide us with truly dynamic content on a web page that was never though possible before. AJAX hit mainstream once Google.com the search engine giant and guru made use of AJAX inside of it's web applications. Well Aeonity.com has recently started using this technology to improve its website and allow users more ways for interaction with each other. Enough of that, lets go in to detail about how Aeonity.com uses AJAX, Asynchronous Javascript and XML. Web based Chat Web based chat has been an issue that many sites have wanted for a long time. It used to be you had to have Java, a Sun Microsystems program to run any type of chat. The Java chat would require the Java client and a connection to an IRC channel/server for the chat to be utilized by people. Well not everyone had the Java client and if they did their browser may not support the version they are using. This caused a problem with a lot of web masters wanting a chat that will work for almost anyone without having to download any extra software. This is where AJAX comes into play. As you can tell on the index page of Aeonity.com AJAX makes it possible for a web page to connect to a database and provide us with a chat in real time without having a page refresh. How this works is there is a Javascript file with code on the back end. When someone hits the submit button, the button does not register on the page but it accesses this Javascript file. The Javascript file than sends a query string to a particular file which in return connects to a database and does error checking etc. Once that is done data is then sent back to the web page via an httprequest, this is where the XML comes into play, which is written to the page dynamically using javascript'swonderful features. Once that is done we format the data that was returned and than display it nicely and update the page to show us what was recently added to the chat. Users Currently Online AJAX is very versatile and powerful. In this sense we can show users currently online with little to no delay unlike before. When a user comes online we can send a signal to a file to retrieve the user information and display it on the page. This combined with session data and AJAX we can show users who are currently online. With a more in depth audit trail we can show more information about the user also if desired. Like the current web page they are viewing, how long they have been on the web page, and when they leave the page. Using this logic we can show when a user has logged off and update the current users online instead of having to time them out after a certain amount of time (usually 5 minutes). This can also be seen on Aeonity.com in the Web based chat area also. Ending Notes In short AJAX has brought on a new wave for the computer and Internet guru's. It allows for them to use fairly simple code and provide users with truly dynamic content that is generated at the click of a button without a refresh of a page, and is shown to an end user without any interaction at all. Keep in tune because there may be more AJAX tips and tricks to come of what I learn in my experience coding AJAX, Asynchronous Javascript and XML. |
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Mood: recumbent yes: AJAX, javascript, script, java, xml, tutorial, introduction, chat, web, based, software, coding, programming, program, application |
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Alright so then again I'm back in Nanaimo, Nice family Vacation and all with my dad and brother. Lovely time. I think it was a tad bit to boring for me at some points honestly. I'm growing up and things are changing. As I was thinking today, school is starting again. Fucking bullshit. Gag. I don't know how I'm going to put up with it. And the people. Fucking Teenagers. This town does no good for me. I don't know what will do good for me. Not all this weed. I'm cutting down. I can't be high all day, I burn out hten become depressed. Then the numbness starts in. A different kind of numbness in my brain. I feel depressed when that happends. |
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Here are some pictures from Annie. Song: Hooverville Once-affluent New York citizens are now living in make-shift houses. They are angry at J. Edgar Hoover and blame him for their plight. ![]() Curtain Cast : Becca, Lori, Amy, ME, Shirley One of my roles was Cecille (servant)
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Pentecton Soon. I cannn't waaaait. Oh and Note to Kate- I don't give a fuck if you read this, But your comments are fucking annoying, and I could really carealess what you think. Fucking Hypocrite... Little girls like that bug me, She must have nothing better to do then to judge people. Who the fuck are YOU to tell me to get a life. Take a good look at yourself. Maybe your medication isn't working. Ew. Its my Birthday in like 2 days, I'm quite exciiiited! |
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show me the feel feel me the love I need da love woot. Okayyy go its like about 3:14 a/m/ And I'm reallyl fucking bakedlisteniong too FALLOUTBOY. And I liek it there! U said it. dance dance *star* EW No its panic at the disco. |
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I kind of was just playing around with words, then I made this up, this poem is about abuse, no self-esteem, etc. Please don't steal it. I hope you enjoy it Ciggerate ashes from the night before bruises on her face mistaken by place Tell me when her heart rate stops Then maybe the bandages can replace her broken face Stained Sheets on the bedroom floor Broken homes and broken doors Try and speak but tell no lies Into this room Is her desguise Mouth open wide but shut by the threads Mistaken words, she shouldn't have said All accidental no proof of it be That all that she wanted She wanted to be free |
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Bullshit. Peoplecan only save themselves. I felt really emotional tonight. I went to see Fiddler. It was apsolutly amazing, A bit long. My favorite character was The Rabi. He was freeking adorable. I was just feeling kind of fucking low. I can't put the words together, There were to many emotions that I felt. Just mostly, thinking abotu Seussical, And how low and depressed I was at that time. And just, Not being at the baily for a longtime, and seeing lots of theatre people. I cried. I don't know really what to make of this post. Just that I feel like, All I have is myself. And that I haveto keep on surviving. And trying to be independant. |
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Being this high and flying with your body is the most amazing thing ever I wrote that line while I was high last night. Thought It sounded kinda dreamy. |
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Helllo all you beautiful fucking people in th eworld. Its a lovely summer night. A night everyone can change, a night of ramage, sex, drugs... Weed is yummy, Just no I that I love you and everything about you. I want you here tonight with me, tonight. More Nirvcana Nirvana* |
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I never have much worthwhile to say anyhow. To anyone. Here am I again. It's apparently been a year since I wrote anything here. Looking back at my entries, I can see the depressive episode I was in at the time. I can also read the hypomanic episodes in a couple of entries as well. Interesting, I haven't changed much....although now I'm beginning to recognize the shifts when they occur. It would just be nice to put a stop to them, or at least to ther behavior that results from them, when I see it coming. I even went through a scary suicidal period last winter....or was it this spring? can't recall. I can't kill myself, because of what it would do to my family; so I won't. But the pain at that time was SO SO SO bad. It was awful. Well, I've been keeping a pretty steady journal at one regular diary sit online. It seems to work for me. I'm still struggling with new meds, not wanting meds, some drinking off and on, anxiety attacks, some depression, a little mania, and a bunch of other crap. I'm truly tired of myself. I just wish I could find who I am, and stick with that. Live a "regular" life, and be happy all the time. |